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Originally Posted by Countrylivin
Thanks for the reply. I guess I left the wrong impression with the question. By closet exhibitionist, I was referring to her keeping the activity and her feelings from everyone especially me for years. Not sure how I would have reacted early in our marriage.
With no idea of her previous enjoyment exposing herself, I looked at her exposures around me as a cheap thrill. Again, cheap thrill meaning I assumed she was embarrassed and I was happy with the reactions I thought were embarrassment. Now looking back on each event I see her reactions differently. If you read the (no setup) accidental first exposure to my friend Tim, I wrote that from an embarrassing perspective. She was not the least bit embarrassed. I thought she was brave as we were in his shop and after at her casual nature not covering her tits or allowing her shorts to expose her pussy. After the initial surprise she was enjoying the attention and reactions from both Tim and me.
I also assumed alcohol was a necessity. I was wrong. She's happy to be completely sober exposing.
The only thing it seems during most is she needs the deniability of her actions. Other than flashing truckers, she needs an excuse for the behavior. We have not discussed that side yet. We have talked about my feelings but as one can tell I question everything. I have relayed my support but still have questions as she tells new additional stories of her exposures from prior to our dating and forward
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I wrote a post about my ex over here ("Secret Exhibitionist"):
https://forum.oneclickchicks.com/sho...d.php?t=249818
She never wanted to admit that she liked to expose her naked/topless body, but she did it quite often. Changing in front of a window with the curtains open, being topless at the beach/garden/hotel, walking back naked from the shower when we lived in a dorm (I don't know the correct english word, it was a house with four apartments, but we had to share the bathroom and the kitchen), insisting I include the topless pictures and nude pictures (nothing too explicit though) I had taken of her during our vacation in the photo album (which she showed to her friends and family).
For everything she had some casual explanation.
For being naked in front of a window with the curtains open:
"Oh, silly me, I didn't notice the curtains were open."
In every house we lived we had very large windows and very dark curtains. Also this happened far too often. No way she couldn't have noticed this!
For being topless on the beach/pool/garden:
"Tan lines will look very weird when I'm wearing this or that dress."
This might be true. But no need to expose her breasts, right? Also she spend most time in the shadow of a sunshade or parasol reading a book, while still staying topless. I'm not complaining though!
I will write about the dorm and the pictures another time, probably in my own thread.