It seemed like a good idea at the time but it wasn't
Have any of you had sex with someone who had just been a friend out of boredom or maybe it just seemed like a good idea at the time?
My first year of college one of my friends from high school attended the same college, but we didn't really hang out together there. He had his friends and I had mine. He liked weird music and was always on his guitar which I enjoyed but our musical tastes were not the same. We would often take turns driving back and forth to school to save gas, but it left one of us without a vehicle for the week or two we were at school. So we spent a lot of time together and we talked a lot, but we were just friends.
One weekend we had not went home we had actually hang out together. A lot of our other friends had went home and he and I and a few others that rarely hang out together were doing just that. I ended up at his place and he played my kind of music and we sang some. One thing led to another that night and we ended up making out. I would like to blame it on the wine but I am not sure it was that or just not having anything else to do. We were laying on his hand and he put my hand on his penis. He had taken it out of his boxers and it was hot and hard. I have long fingers and I wrapped them around it and I remember thinking, "Okay a handjob is not a big deal!"
I stroked him as we kissed and he got even harder in my hand. He kept whispering for me to kiss it, to kiss it and so finally I moved down and I sucked him. It did not take very long with me taking it deep and sucking hard on it that he came. I am a swallower and as I ignored his warnings sucked and swallowed around his spasms. He told me afterwards it was the best blow job he had ever had.
To me it was just a blow job. I gave it to a guy I liked as a friend. Suddenly he was in love with me. He wanted me to be his gf. Over the next two weeks he destroyed our friendship by trying to turn it into more than it was. And when I tried to explain to him that he was still my friend, he got crappy with me and basically called me a wh*r*.
Long story short it was the end of the friendship and even though he had apologized more than once I don't need that kind of person in my life. But I think sometimes that I was just as much to blame for our friendship dissolving. I should have just got up and left before that night got sexual at all. Have any of the rest of you had a similar experience!
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