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Originally Posted by greentryingtounderstand
I guess maybe that is the thing. We have been together for 2 years he won't even finger me . I always perform for him but no matter how much I give and try I feel like he doesn't want me sexually.
He wont have intercourse with me im only allowed to give him blow jobs .
I have to touch myself he watches and encourages it but he wont help.
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This really makes me sad. I've been with the female equivalent of such guys - it's a completely horrible, depressing life given how it destroys your sense of self-worth. Now I'm with a woman who celebrates sex, with me, and with others that she brings home. It's like night and day. I will never go back to someone who doesn't embrace giving me pleasure.
You can do much better than this guy. I don't care where you live, or how old you are. There are men (or even women!) who will treat you much better.
Strength.