That is something I would not be knowing, so I'm glad to have so many of you share your thoughts on this. It is really enjoyable. The frisky in me wants to reply that I am glad for those ladies, but i would be there for receiving that first in lifetimg pounding. Your turn of phrase evokes nice images to my head.

Just an update if any still reading
 

Am to watch porn with husbant tonight under our game I started as entre into approaching him about adding other lover to our bed. We playing game whereby he pick one or two scenes that he has enjoyed over internet and tells what he is liking in the scene and I do the same. I will be needing to search the youporn for enjoying links but think I can find some quick. I am curious as to what he will select. I no be so bold as to pick a cucking video where meek husband watches stud with wife, but may have same in reserve if I get tipsy and daring. Wish me luck and let me know if anyone wants to be reading upon what if anthing of this develops further. Am nicely excited to acknowledge dirty sides of us together.

Best of luck! Enjoy yourselves!

New Developments: subtitled I such a b*tch some of the times!
 

Had movie night as threatened in last posting from me and many developments occurred. For any interested, he showed to me movie with Indian girl with body and hair and the skin color almost identical to mine and showed her receiving professional quality thrusting from all positions. The model goes by Jazmine, and while I think I am larger in the breasts, and must admit to her having the skin that lacks even the slightest flaws, the legs, backside, the tummy and vagina might as well have been me. In many angles where her face obscured, particularly the bend over positions, it was like watching myself in action. He showed this first, and we cuddled in underwear as we watched on the laptop. His heart raced and he became fully erect as I said she look like me, and he is confessing that this is why he watches her scenes. He had quaking in his voice as he was speaking. I touched and fondled him most gently as we watched, and wetted myself by his excitement and his touching of me. I took care, as I am always doing when I do give him the sex (which is really rare I am admitting), to not rub him too hard or get him wet so he can enjoy for longer. He say how he wish he was full and firm enough to have me change positions while he still inside me like the movie, and how he wish to make moan in pleasure like the movie model. He also wished that I would receive him in my mouth more at climaxing like in the movies, and wished that I would like that. I no confess to him that I love that, nor that I withhold that pleasure from him intentionally. I did confess to thinking of receiving sex in the ways depicted in the movie and could not deny that this excited me from my wetness. I show him movie with strong and full cocked muscular white man give long hard fucking to a young and tiny Asian girl, who was clearly receiving pleasure from the intercourse. I confess to husband that this man was similar in physique to a past friend of oral sex benefits (the one from my other story) and on his questions, confess that I think of doing more than the oral with him as part of my private thoughts. I told him I would maybe answer more of his many many questions about this other man if I felt like it, but did make comments of how the movie man was such a strong and forceful bull and how the young girl was so thoroughly spent up by this man. During all that time he resisted my touches and begged to be inside me as he is so turned on as to be holding back his release so hard that the tension in him was perceptible. I made him “get me ready” through mouth and fingering to very nice orgasm, but then turned on him to play trick: I seductively (like movies) remove soaked panties and tell him I want to quickly wet him with my mouth for his entry into me. Then I take him and remove him from the mouth quickly, after one thrust into my mouth, and jerk him hard and quick with my wetted hand, in a circular type of rubbing motion on his head (which he can only handle for moments), and he dribbled up on his own pillow in seconds and go limp. I halfway apologize for getting too excited and tease him on how he could be inside me if he control himself like a man and not a little boy, which he make up for by another oral orgasm for me. I let him grind his softie into me and tease about how bad I wanted to receive his thrusts, even if it was just a few. He seem to enjoy the slight turn toward his humiliation. He keep begging for full stories from my past and his removal from the posture of typical macho male was found to be secretly attractive to me. I tell him that I will tell him story tonight and that he can masterbate and dribble onto my ass when I tell it. I tell him I would enjoy that, if he would enjoy that, and am thinking of ways to encourage and shame him all in the same instance in the telling of my past oral sex with other men. I usually let him masterbate and dribble on me every couple of weeks as our sex and he seems to be enjoying that. I am guessing that he not even ask this time to be inside of me or my mouth.

I enjoy telling and sharing in this anonamous way. If anyone has pleasured themself to this story please let Soni know. Same if anyone wants to hear as this develops further. Same if anyone has more tips for obtaining his consent to another partner in light of this new turn. Again, I sound harsh here, but love this man and am questing for us to be both in a satisfied state. So please don't get all righteous-open-minded-one-world-swinger-guru on me as some of you are inclined to do.

by request, a pic
 

By request, this is what will receive the dribbles tonight.

I am beginning to wonder what you really mean when you say you love this man...

finnaly a nice ass pic of you again :D
can i cum along and dribble also on (in) it :rolleyes:

there you go again . . .
 

We are explore together new regions of the sexuality, which I share in private but publically on this site because I have discovered that it is a thrill i some sense to use thsi forum like a friend. It may sound stupidly but I no could share this sort of thing with many or any in the real life. As I said before i have one girlfriend wherein we have discussed the sex and what I am receiving, but this would be bold to disclose to someone knowing us. As far as him, I have been thinking (after reading about this) that I already do many of the things that seem to be the features of the female dominant or cucking relationship in terms of withholding sex. In an instant I had the urge to turn it more to the harsh, as sex play, and instead of the sinking feeling he must get to leave me not satisfied and we sit in silence after or I just go to shower alone, we had this play and it was like we put it out in the open in some way.

As I gave your story more thought, I came to the conclusion that you really want a Dom/Sub relationship with your husband. Reading your last post, I am glad that you realize it too. But not all Cucks want to be Subs. If I could no longer perform, I would be happy to Cuck my wife so she could be satisfied - but I would not be interested in being a Sub.

Picture this:
You are in your sexiest outfit, legs spread wide being split in two by a Big Black Cock. Your husband is on all fours by the side of the bed, wearing a leash, waiting to lick you clean afterward.

Picture two:
You are in your sexiest outfit, legs spread wide being split in two by a Big Black Cock. Your husband is sitting in a chair watching, masturbating and taking pictures.

Which one floats your boat? Which one floats your husband's boat?

You might surf over to http://www.cuckold-forum.net/ and see what stories there match up with you and your husband's desires... You don't have to tread this path alone.

Thank you so much for the story and the pics. I would love to see some of your well fucked pussy.

Hey, maybe you could suggest to him that you post some pics of yourself here & see what he says.