Originally Posted by outofdate
Did you masturbate after watching your mother? Maybe do it the same way she did?
Actually yes. The first time I ever masturbated was after I had watched my mother masturbate when she thought she had the house to herself. It was just the two of us after father died. I came home and approached her room and heard some strange sounds. Her door wasn't closed all the way and as I approached I peered into her room. Her positioning was in a way that she was on the bed and I could see her bottom half but couldn't see me at the doorway. I had no idea why she was rubbing herself down there but I just stood there motionless and watched her touch herself, using a mirror to look at herself down there until she raised her legs, toes curled tightly, letting out strained grunting noises and her body gently convulsed. After about 30 seconds she lowered her legs and just lay there, still slightly trembling. Whatever just happened, I knew that it had to feel good so later that night I tried the same thing. It was very pleasurable and I continued until I had my first orgasm at the age of 12. After that, I was having lots and lots of self induced orgasms which continues to this day, 38 years later.