[Exhibitionist] The Evolution of an Exhibitionist

[Mrpeelush]

Originally Posted by Amy Sue

Thank you, Karl. I'll try to continue to include some more recent things. This one is not current exactly, but it doesn't go back too far. I had volunteered to help hang plastic on the walls when I was having my floors refinished. I think it's cute.

Stunning.

[Curiouscouple2469]

I am Loving the pics, Amy Sue
You are lovely and very kind to respond to so many comments.

[Menorca]

Originally Posted by KarlMalone

For what its worth, I definitely have a thing for older women! Great photos and stories, please keep em coming!

Yes, it's right, but... she looks nearly like a young girl, not an older woman. I love her stories and ALL her pics.

[cufan86]

Originally Posted by Menorca

Yes, it's right, but... she looks nearly like a young girl, not an older woman. I love her stories and ALL her pics.

Agree. Great stories and the photos are a wonderful enhancement.

[Amy Sue]

Thank you all for the wonderful comments. You truly make me feel beautiful!

[Amy Sue]

Part 10: Reflecting on Sex
(mid 1980s)

One of my responsibilities on Gator Growl was to log video from the event. I got this assignment because I said I worked in my high school AV department. I lied. I had no idea what I was doing.

I had heard a rumor about a guy named Steve. It was said that Steve had a 2-way mirror in his bedroom, and he would let people watch when he had a girl in his room. I did not believe this. But I could not stop thinking about it. Steve was tall, handsome, a bit out of my league, but I became obsessed with Steve and his mirror.

Steve was the camera man for much of what we recorded at Gator Growl, so I believed volunteering for the video project would mean I would work with him. I was right. We spent many hours together over several weeks. This gave me the time I needed to work my way into Steve’s bedroom. I wore some of my most revealing outfits (that I could get away with in public), and my flirting was at a level that he soon realized I had no interest in the video project.

I had for years been exploring my sexuality, as young girls do. But during my tumultuous freshman year at college, I explored men. Or more accurately, boys. Arguably still a virgin when I arrived, and with no female friends with whom I could really discuss such matters, I was left to figure it all out myself, and with help from the guys I met at college. It is not hard to understand what boys want. I just didn’t know that most girls generally did not do exactly what the boys wanted. My willingness, or desire to please, guided my sexual development.

My whole life, even to this day, I have been a pushover. I am easily influenced. I am now well aware of this, but I have had little success changing this habit. It is just who I am. Although, I do sometimes try to adjust. For example, my major was elementary education. Through college I would sometimes intern at elementary schools. At one point I was reading A Clockwork Orange. But I had to stop. I found myself wanting to be mean to the kids. I believe this was the influence of the book. I must surround myself with good people and positive situations, or I know I can head down a bad road.

Steve was not a bad guy, but he did have a lot of ideas about girls. And I was throwing myself at him. It was only our second session in the video control room when I went down on him. I thought that is just what all girls did. And swallowing was something all girls did. This became my signature move. (It is a miracle I made it through the 1980s.) But I think this is what eventually got a nerdy little girl invited to Steve’s apartment.

Steve had an apartment off campus. Most, if not all of the building was occupied by students, including the apartment on the other side of his bedroom wall. On the way in we spent some time with his friends in the hallway while I drank a beer.

When I entered Steve’s bedroom, I felt my heart rate increase because I saw a large mirror above his dresser. I immediately noticed it was attached to the wall, not the dresser.

I started to think the whole 2-way mirror rumor may actually be true. I was kind of appalled, but also aroused. I thought this was so wrong, but I wanted to be a part of it. Steve cleared off his bed and kicked some mess into the closet while I undressed. My focus was on the mirror. I wasn’t putting on a strip show, but I was making an effort to be sexy. If anyone was watching, they must have thought I knew, or I was really into myself. Just before turning my attention to Steve, I pushed up my boobs and stuck my tongue out at the mirror.

Steve left the lights on. I was still very inexperienced, but I gave it my all, while focused on that mirror. I usually don’t like to be crude, but there is no better way to put it: I fucked him like people were watching.

Over the next few weeks, I visited Steve’s room often. The whole secret sex show idea, real or imagined, was captivating.

I found what I thought was more evidence that it was true. People from next door were always hanging out in the hallway outside of his apartment. They seemed interested in me as I would come through the hall. Steve always left the lights on. I had found that the mirror was firmly attached to the wall, not just hanging. And there was an incident at my sorority house. One morning while putting on my make up in the bathroom mirror, one of my sisters (who didn’t like me) was next to me looking at herself in the mirror. She pushed her boobs up and stuck her tongue out, then turned and walked away. That was my move. I did that into Steve’s mirror several times.

I could not bring myself to just ask Steve or his friends about it. But I would try to engage his friends in conversation to see if they would reveal anything. I even tried to work my way into the neighboring apartment once when we were all hanging out in the hallway, but that attempt failed. It did seem like they didn’t want me in there.

Eventually Steve lost interest in me. And my visits to the exhibition room came to an end. I thought I would one day hear about him getting caught with his mirror trick. But that never happened. Although, after too many drinks at a party, I was working my signature move on one of the guys from Steve’s apartment building. I asked him about the mirror rumor. He thought this was very funny, and said it was not true. But he said Steve would video tape girls with a camera hidden in his closet. He had seen some of the tapes, although he said he had not seen me.

Today, I’m convinced there was no 2-way mirror. The expense, construction, and overall logistics just don’t seem plausible. These guys could never keep that secret. And I have since seen 2-way mirrors. Those I saw were easy to spot. Hard to see who or what is on the other side, but easy to tell something is back there. But for an 18-year-old college freshman, those few weeks were a fun mystery. A sexy adventure. And maybe he still has a tape of a weird little girl that liked to tease his mirror and watch her own reflection while giving him her all.



As I have stated a few time before, most of my pictures from college were in an album that was destroyed in a hurricane years ago. But I like to include pictures when I can. So, I attach a random picture of me that was taken around the time of this story.

[bigmacattack]

Amy Sue, I love your stories and your recent pics. I think they both look great, but the more recent ones are what really turn me on.

Mac

[Curiouscouple2469]

Thanks again for a great story and Steve obviously had it all figured out by the sounds of it. I may have continued my education had I known the full list of courses available.

The photo is way too cute and reminds me of one of my early crushes from about the same era. I only wish she had had your sense of adventure as she too was a good girl but ensured she kept that reputation - 2nd base was all I managed.

[Amy Sue]

Originally Posted by bigmacattack

Amy Sue, I love your stories and your recent pics. I think they both look great, but the more recent ones are what really turn me on.

Mac

Thanks, Mac. Here is another somewhat more recent picture I like.

[Amy Sue]

Originally Posted by Curiouscouple2469

Thanks again for a great story and Steve obviously had it all figured out by the sounds of it. I may have continued my education had I known the full list of courses available.

The photo is way too cute and reminds me of one of my early crushes from about the same era. I only wish she had had your sense of adventure as she too was a good girl but ensured she kept that reputation - 2nd base was all I managed.

Thanks for sharing a little bit about your experience. It would be delightful to read the full story. I romanticize that time in my life, and I love that many of us can relate.

- And your "way too cute" comment gave me such a nice feeling.