[Voyeur] I know I'm going to hell for this...

[piecenick]

I got a call about 2am one morning, it's never good news when you get a call then, sure enough, one of my oldest friends died of a heart attack, his sobbing daughter said she knew I would want to know. So I got dressed and went over to their house, the EMS was just leaving with his body when I arrived. His wife and daughter were sobbing, So I did my best to console them, meanwhile their next door neighbor came over to see what happened.

The neighbor obviously just put a light robe on and ran over, I had met her several times, she was very attractive and I could tell all she had on under the robe was a blue thong. I couldn't help it, even though I'm dealing with people going through the worst night of their lives, I'm perving over this woman's nipples through her light robe and a peek at her thong.

[sith11]

Originally Posted by piecenick

even though I'm dealing with people going through the worst night of their lives, I'm perving over this woman's nipples through her light robe and a peek at her thong.

it could be way worse (the perving), and you know it

and btw, sorry about your pal, its hard to lose buddies

[piecenick]

Originally Posted by sith11

it could be way worse (the perving), and you know it

and btw, sorry about your pal, its hard to lose buddies

Yes, he was a great guy, I know if he was standing there he would have said "damn, look at Kathy's knockers". It's been over a year, I still pick up the phone to call him.

[HDTour]

Originally Posted by piecenick

I got a call about 2am one morning, it's never good news when you get a call then, sure enough, one of my oldest friends died of a heart attack, his sobbing daughter said she knew I would want to know. So I got dressed and went over to their house, the EMS was just leaving with his body when I arrived. His wife and daughter were sobbing, So I did my best to console them, meanwhile their next door neighbor came over to see what happened.

The neighbor obviously just put a light robe on and ran over, I had met her several times, she was very attractive and I could tell all she had on under the robe was a blue thong. I couldn't help it, even though I'm dealing with people going through the worst night of their lives, I'm perving over this woman's nipples through her light robe and a peek at her thong.

I wish we could lol this beyond thanks ! I feel the same at many funerals I go to.

[thefergieferg1]

I'm perving over this woman's nipples through her light robe and a peek at her thong.

The difference is you admit here among people who understand.

[DippsyDudel]

Originally Posted by thefergieferg1

The difference is you admit here among people who understand.

Thank goodness we have this place to admit those things!
And yeah, the "thanks" button often means " I agree" or "Me Too"

[herbull]

Originally Posted by piecenick

I got a call about 2am one morning, it's never good news when you get a call then, sure enough, one of my oldest friends died of a heart attack, his sobbing daughter said she knew I would want to know. So I got dressed and went over to their house, the EMS was just leaving with his body when I arrived. His wife and daughter were sobbing, So I did my best to console them, meanwhile their next door neighbor came over to see what happened.

The neighbor obviously just put a light robe on and ran over, I had met her several times, she was very attractive and I could tell all she had on under the robe was a blue thong. I couldn't help it, even though I'm dealing with people going through the worst night of their lives, I'm perving over this woman's nipples through her light robe and a peek at her thong.

Mate, we are all going to hell for one reason or another. At least we wont be lonely there ...

[chuckfinly]

I did one worse. When I was 18 or 19 (about 20 years ago) I went to a funeral for my dad's friend who was KIA in Afghanistan. He had a daughter that was about a year older than me and was SMOKING HOT. She was quite distraught over the loss of her father and crying at the cemetery. I introduced myself to her and we were chatting and hanging out at the wake. She got a little buzzed and said she wanted to go somewhere happy and get away from all of the sadness. She hopped on the back of my bike and I took her out to one of our ranches that borders BLM land (government land) where we have a grazing lease and a hunting cabin. It started as a hike but we ended up hooking up. I felt really bad after like I took advantage of a fallen Marine's daughter in her time of pain. That said, she was the aggressor that initiated it so maybe I should not feel bad because I did not pursue her. I was being a gentleman and was just taking her for a hike to get away outside like she wanted. We hooked up a few more times and it was great but we had nothing else in common.

[groceryman66]

I recently experienced a situation that didn't involve a death, but it did leave me with a guilty feeling for a few days.

In the line of work I do, I could ultimately put myself and the organization I work for in a bad light if someone recognized the descriptions of anything I would post. In the work I do there are often instances where I am allowed access that most people are not. And while I would never physically impede on anyone or video record anyone there are instances that sometimes occur in my line of work that provide some very private viewing opportunities.

I have come to realize that as long as my eyesight still works (even though not nearly as well as it did 30 years ago) then I will ultimately just pray and ask for forgiveness due to my eyes betraying me. I am certain most men in a similar situation would act similar manner, but in the past I have just kept it to myself because it involved my job and people I worked to help. However, I had a situation a few weeks ago that I just can't keep to myself and I don't think anyone referenced in this situation is likely to be on this website.

I work (lots of it is volunteer) for a private, non-profit social service agency that is funded by local grants and government programs. We offer community services to elderly/seniors in the area. My primary job is transportation services where I drive the ADA accessible van to take seniors and disabled to their grocery shop, medical appointment, social errand/outings, etc.. We primarily suspended the majority of our services during COVID, but started back a few months ago to assist with vaccination appointments, tax services and meal/grocery opportunities.

In February of this year the non profit I work for was working in conjunction with several community groups and neighborhood associations in registering and transporting seniors and disabled to a large COVID vaccination event supported by the city. During that COVID vaccination event one of the ladies I transported was a older black lady in a wheelchair who lived with her daughter and her grandson.

After the older black lady received her second vaccination and everything went well, her daughter reached out to us and asked if we could help transport her mom to her recurring medical appointments as the daughter was a nurse and her schedule was very unpredictable now due to COVID. We agreed to set her mom up on our schedule and I began picking up the older lady for her weekly medical appointments.

About two months ago I was taking the older black lady home from her medical appointment and she said her daughter wanted to speak with me once we got to her house and stopped. When we arrived at the house she called her daughter and handed me her cellphone. He daughter thanked me for the services we provided her mom and then asked if it would be anyway possible for us to pick up her mom for Easter Sunday for service and communion at their church since her mom had been fully vaccinated.

She reiterated that due to her uncertain work schedule she was probably not going to be able to go to church and that her mom really wanted to go to church for Easter and communion service this one time. We had a group of churches that we already supported with transportation of elderly members so this was nothing out of the ordinary.

Everything went as planned and I arrived at their house around 9:45am Easter Sunday to pick the older black lady up for the 10:30 am Easter Sunday service at her church. When I arrived there was a dark colored large Lexus SUV parked in the courtyard driveway where I usually pulled up to pick the lady up and let the wheelchair ramp down. I pulled in the best I could and went to the door and knocked. The lady's grandson came to the door and told me that his grandma was in her bedroom. The grandson is 9 years old aged and I had met him several times before so he let me in with no problem and then he walked off.

I had been inside the house a couple times so I knew where the bedroom of the older lady was as I had helped her navigate her wheelchair thru the house on several occasions. When you enter the foyer there is a office just to the right that has two white french doors and beige colored curtains on the doors. I could the lights were on in that room and that was unusual because it is typically where we keep the wheelchair and no one uses the room.

I did not think much of it as the regular door to the office was closed and I didn't see anyone as I went down the hallway to the older lady's room. When I got to her bedroom the wheelchair was already in her room and she said she was ready when I was ready and I informed her that there was a large SUV parked in the courtyard in the place where I normally let my ramp down for her wheelchair coming out of the garage. She said that the vehicle was her son's car and that her son and daughter in law had decided to surprise her with a visit for Easter since she had now been fully vaccinated.

She said that they were going to church also, but that they were going to be late and that she wanted me to go ahead and still take her so she would not be late. She said she could have her son or daughter in law move the vehicle, but that we would probably have to wait longer as her son was getting dressed and helping her grandson get dressed and that her daughter in law had just went into the bathroom to take a shower after helping her get dressed. I told her I thought we could manage around the SUV and we did as I was able to load her up and we headed to her church. Everything went fine as I dropped her off.

I returned at the time we had discussed to pick her up from church and when I arrived she was waiting outside the church on me with her son, grandson and daughter in law.The older lady introduced me to her son and he thanked me for coming back to pick his mom up and said it helped save them lots of time and energy in having to load everything up and get the lady in and out of their tall SUV.

He was very nice and cordial and helped me get his mom loaded up. Once loaded we headed to back to the house to drop the lady off and her son drove behind me. When we arrived back at the house I pulled into the courtyard of the house and her son parked out on the street in front of the house. As I got out and walked around to the door of the van her family got out of their SUV and walked up near the van to me. Her son thanked me again and asked if I needed any help. I told him it would take a couple of minutes to get the wheelchair lift and everything setup and that I would unload her.

They then stood there a little longer before the daughter in law said something to her husband about the heeled shoes she was wearing and her husband informed his mom that he was going to go inside and get his nephew changed out of his church clothes and that his wife was going to get out of her heels and would then come get her changed once she was ready. They were all very well dressed with the son and the grandson in suits and ties and the daughter in law wearing a expensive white fitted just above the knee formal dress and matching tall high heeled white shoes.

They went on inside and it took a few minutes as I unloaded the lady and took her inside thru the garage as we always did to avoid the front door steps. We got inside and as we neared the hallway to the guest bedrooms I could hear the gospel music again. As we walked past the office, the solid door was open and I could see a air mattress, ironing board and open luggage in the room. However, no one was in the office. I continued on and helped the lady out of her wheelchair and broke the chair down. She thanked me for the time I had spent during the day.

When I left, I closed her bedroom door and headed down the hallway toward the front door. As I was leaving, I noticed that the office door was now closed, but that the gospel music was a bit louder. As I went into the foyer area and walked past the white french door, I did a double take. The way the curtains are placed on the french doors you can easily see between the gaps in the sides into the office room as it is typically only used as a office.

However, due to the extra visitors, that is when it hit me that the lady's son and his wife were using the office as a bedroom and from my view into the room via the curtain gap the wife was standing in the room with the top of her white dress pulled down to her stomach with a black bra still on. She was a very nice looking lady, probably early 30's, medium brown skin and long black hair pulled back.

That is when I had to make a decision whether to walk away and mind my own business or find a way to idle for a little bit. I decided to idle even though I had no idea if her husband or nephew would eventually get dressed and walk out near the front door. If she had not looked the way she did I probably would not have risked it and also it was something about the fact that she had just left church that made it harder to walk away.

She walked around the room a bit and then she unhooked her bra and took it off. She then wrapped a red blouse on and then pulled her dress completely down. It was at that point I realized she had on a black body suit and not a black bra. She then proceeded to remove the body suit and was wearing nothing but her blouse. She put on some panties a few seconds later and it was at that point where I decided I better not risk my luck anymore.

That is a memory that will be etched in my head forever and the best thing was that it was clear she had no idea the curtains on the french doors allowed a perfect view inside as she had closed the solid door on the hallway.

As I stated earlier, my job assisting with transportation for seniors sometimes has its' moments. In this case because it dealt with people going to church and me assisting the elderly I felt guilty and knew it was not right. Furthermore, the older black lady and her daughter are very nice and welcome me into the house without any hesitation. However, there are the few occasions where something like I described above occurs and I am certain I would always second guess myself later for not looking, as most times the chance is to observe a senior citizen (like myself) exposing themselves which I in most cases I have little to no interest in.

[3131Roscoe]

When my mother-in-law passed, I went next door to tell her neighbor the sad news. When she answered the door, she was wearing a very sheer gown which did not hide much of anything. She expressed her sorrow and I had difficulty not staring at the goods. At the funeral visitation she came up to me to thank me for letting her know about the passing. I did not recognize her at first, but when I did i said, “I am sorry but I didn’t recognize you with your clothes on!” Talk about embarrassed, she laughed and thought that was quite funny.