[Exhibitionist] Coming out of my shell

[Janethebrain]

I just found this site and I have to say, you people have some amazing lives. I am F in my early 40's living in the Midwest of the USA. I found OCC while searching for strip poker stories one night when I was horny and my husband had gone to bed early.

My life is pretty tame compared to some of you, but over the past twenty years I have gone from being a total prude to discovering that I am a closet exhibitionist, at least sometimes I am, after I've had a few drinks.

I'm still figuring out my way around this site, and I started by posting a couple stories about my early days, when I was in my 20's and was trying to prove to myself that I wasn't the prude that everyone thought I was.

This is my first time ever writing them down, and I was surprised to find that I got super wet as I dug through my memories. It was almost as if I was reliving the events.

My husband doesn't know about my posting, although I may show him later. He did get a nice surprise last night when I attacked him and fucked his brains out. I was so horny from writing I couldn't help myself.

I didn't get married until a couple years ago, and the truth is, my husband is pretty conservative and I'm not sure if he would be turned on by the stories about my past or if he would totally freak out. Do any of the wives on this site have any advice for me?

Either way, now that I have discovered how incredibly turned on I get by reliving these stories, I'm going to try to remember as many as I can. Hopefully at some point I can tell him about my secret past, and hopefully he will be ok with it.

Shit, he just got home from the gym. Got to go now. Will try to post another story later today.

See ya later.

[jojo33bdx]

Originally Posted by Janethebrain

I just found this site and I have to say, you people have some amazing lives. I am F in my early 40's living in the Midwest of the USA. I found OCC while searching for strip poker stories one night when I was horny and my husband had gone to bed early.

My life is pretty tame compared to some of you, but over the past twenty years I have gone from being a total prude to discovering that I am a closet exhibitionist, at least sometimes I am, after I've had a few drinks.

I'm still figuring out my way around this site, and I started by posting a couple stories about my early days, when I was in my 20's and was trying to prove to myself that I wasn't the prude that everyone thought I was.

This is my first time ever writing them down, and I was surprised to find that I got super wet as I dug through my memories. It was almost as if I was reliving the events.

My husband doesn't know about my posting, although I may show him later. He did get a nice surprise last night when I attacked him and fucked his brains out. I was so horny from writing I couldn't help myself.

I didn't get married until a couple years ago, and the truth is, my husband is pretty conservative and I'm not sure if he would be turned on by the stories about my past or if he would totally freak out. Do any of the wives on this site have any advice for me?

Either way, now that I have discovered how incredibly turned on I get by reliving these stories, I'm going to try to remember as many as I can. Hopefully at some point I can tell him about my secret past, and hopefully he will be ok with it.

Shit, he just got home from the gym. Got to go now. Will try to post another story later today.

See ya later.

welcome among us.
tell us your stories. I'm sure you are "crusty"(hot) things to say

[Janethebrain]

The liberal arts college I attended had a strong theater program, and since I had been in a few plays in high school, I decided to sign up for an elective class in theater. It was quite different from my high school experience where we did plays like Oklahoma and never did anything remotely controversial.

But college was very different, and we seemed to always pick scenes or short plays that were very racy, and covered topics that would have been scandalous in my high school. In my very first role, my character bragged to one of her friends that she gives great blowjobs. I had to practice a bunch before I could say it without cracking up or blushing. The funniest part was that at this point in my life, I had never actually given a blowjob, so this was a true test of my acting ability.

But the biggest surprise for me was how casual theater people were about getting changed in front of each other. At this point in my life, I would always turn my back or try to find a private space to change to the point where I don't think my sisters had even seen me naked. And no boy had ever seen me naked. I had let a couple feel my breasts, and my last boyfriend in high school had gotten under my bra, but always with my shirt still on. Like I said, I was a total prude.

So here I am a freshman in college, trying to fit in with my new theater friends and not look like the inexperienced prude that I actually was. We were in the theater workshop room picking out wardrobe for an upcoming class performance of a scene we had been working on. It would only be performed in our class, but we were trying to get all the details right for our characters.

I was flipping through a rack of clothes and found a dress I thought would be great for my character. I turned around to show one of my new friends (who was a Senior) what I had found and was shocked to see her standing there topless. I immediately apologized and turned away blushing. She said, "Jane, if you are going to be in theater, you are going to have to get used to seeing people naked, especially when we get to a real performance and have to do quick changes backstage."

I turned back around and realized that of the four girls in the room, I was the only one fully dressed. One was in her underwear, one was topless but wearing her jeans, and the other was only wearing panties. I tried not to look at any particular body parts, but couldn't help but check them out a bit.

I told myself that this was part of theater and part of the college experience and I had to get past my childish habit of hiding my body if I was going to fit in. So I took a deep breath and started to undress while trying to carry on a normal conversation. It was hard at first, my brain kept telling me to turn around, my eyes kept glancing at the exposed boobs, but somehow I managed to keep talking and giving feedback on the various outfits the other girls were holding up.

Then one of the girls pointed out that I couldn't wear the dress I had on with the bra I had on. It didn't look right, and was certainly not something my character would wear. I looked in the mirror and realized she was right. Moment of truth, could I actually do it?

I tried to act casual and peeled the dress straps off my shoulders and dropped the dress to my waist. I took another deep breath and reached back and un-clasped my bra, shrugged my shoulders and watched as my bra fell forward and off. It seems silly, since it was just me and a few girls all of whom were getting dressed and undressed every couple minutes, but it was a big deal to me.

Totally unconsciously, I brushed my hands over my boobs, as if I had sand or something on them. And when I touched my nipples it was like a pleasant electric shock that travelled straight down my stomach to my pussy.

I fought the desire to rush pulling the dress back up or to turn away, or do anything that showed how freaked out I was. I actually made myself count to 5 before pulling the straps back up and settling my boobs into place in the dress.

Everyone agreed that the dress looked much better and much more in character without a bra, and as I looked in the mirror I totally agreed. It was the first time I had ever worn something without a bra. Even at home or in my dorm room I would always wear a bra unless it was bed time and I was wearing flannel pajamas. I liked how it looked, and in truth I liked how it felt. The new me, can go braless at least with the right dress, I thought to myself.

I picked out a scarf and some shoes to go with the costume, and then it was time to change back into my street clothes. Feeling very brave, I slipped the dress off and now wearing only my panties, I took my time putting the dress back on the hangar and gathering up the shoes and scarf. I even walked over when one of the other girls asked my opinion on her dress, and managed to stand there topless and talk with her for 3-4 minutes as she turned around looking in the mirror, and then as she stripped off the dress and stood topless in her undies.

One of the other girls said, "Jane, you really need to wear some sexier panties. Your character would never wear those. Plus you can totally see the lines through that dress."

I looked down and realized that while they weren't granny panties, they weren't sexy at all. A quick look around the room confirmed that everyone else looked like they bought their panties at Victoria's Secret and mine looked like I had bought them at Sears. This was well before thongs became popular, but they all had really cute, sexy undies, and it was absolutely true that my character would too.

I made an excuse about being behind on laundry, and I would wear a better pair when we did the show. I didn't want to admit that all my panties were the same or worse than the pair I had on. I had some shopping to do.

Using the excuse of checking out my panties in the mirror, I turned a few times and really saw myself naked, or at least topless, for the first time as somebody else would see me. Don't get me wrong, I had obviously checked out my body in the mirror many times. Usually right after a shower. But that was all clinical, and mostly critical. This was just me seeing a reflection of a topless girl in a room with 3 other topless girls. It was nice, and for once in my life the voice that always said, your boobs are to small, your hips are too big, you have a zit on your butt - that voice was silent. Don't get me wrong, for women, that voice always comes back, but I discovered that it doesn't have to always be on.

I pulled on my jeans and then put my bra and shirt back on, feeling like a totally different person than the Jane who had walked into the theater room an hour ago. I also felt like I understood my character a little better.

A few days later, with a new pair of sexy silk panties on, I showed up at class on the day we were doing our performance. Only to discover that there was only one changing room for both the guys and girls to share....

[The_Grin]

Your stories have been great. I would love it if my wife told me stuff like that.

[ModelT-MsDollie]

Dollie here............... I am much older than maybe all the women members. I was afraid of the comptuer but my husband showed me some pictures of sex acts and the stories. Our lives changed in a big way from being on this group. Now we both write stories of our lives before and now. He only joined to share our past while we still can remember and enjoy it.
I get so hot it's like really having sex with him and others.
Please tell your stories. Many women and men have dreams of things they'd like to try. My husband seemed to make his fantasies come true using me. I've been used but never abused and I've loved our lives together.
I was brought up to be an exhibitionist by my older brothers and my mom against my will. After I met my husband I let him keep using me to show others. It was fun and it still is. In time he has let other friends dres me up and expose me many places. Often it has been a shock but it's always been very exciting.

[clitty]

Welcome to the site... like others here, my wife and I are both Exhibitionist to various degrees.

Usually a few drinks helps, but I'm used to be being nude in situations where its safe, even if most others are not nude... same with my wife.

[Honeys poppet]

Hi Jane

Welcome to OCC

We need more fellow female contributors so I sure hope you're able to embrace and enjoy your exhibitionist streak and share your experiences with us, with pics too if possible !

Why not take a look through my pics and stories for ideas...I'm afraid I am an addicted exhibitionist and a very naughty girl

xx

[Janethebrain]

Originally Posted by Honeys poppet

Hi Jane

Welcome to OCC

We need more fellow female contributors so I sure hope you're able to embrace and enjoy your exhibitionist streak and share your experiences with us, with pics too if possible !

Why not take a look through my pics and stories for ideas...I'm afraid I am an addicted exhibitionist and a very naughty girl

xx

Thanks for the encouragement Honeys Poppet. I took your suggestion and looked at some of your pictures and read some of your stories. You are amazing! Most of my stories are from years ago, and I have become very tame in recent years, especially because my husband is so conservative. But the truth is that thinking about the past and especially writing the stories down has made me non-stop horny for three days straight.

I may have to let my old self out again.

[clitty]

Would your hubby be upset at whatever it takes to make you ravage him afterwards?

[Honeys poppet]

"thinking about the past and especially writing the stories down has made me non-stop horny for three days straight.

I may have to let my old self out again."


Do it Jane, do it

xx