Lifelong 'wanker'

[grahamorpur]

That's not entirely accurate - for most of my life I get my sex pleasure watching girls and spunking in my pants. When I say watching girls, I mean girls deliberately putting themselves on display, either dancing go-go (a long time ago) or walking down the street going clubbing.

Nowadays of course, with phone cameras and cctv everywhere, that pretty much rules out going out in my wank-mac and spunking seeing the girls going by. So nowadays I'm looking at girls online - at least that means I can send emails to nice girls, telling them what they make me do.

I do have occasional 'worship sessions', where I go to see a girl, or sometimes two girls, and they look at my laptop, full of my 'worship sheets' and wear skimpy outfits, saying lots of naughty things and making me spunk my pants.

The Girlie-Goddess I've worshipped most - by a long, long way - has now given up modelling and got married. Her last sets were done in 2017, but I'm still only on March 2015. The reason? She makes me spunk my pants after just a few pictures, sometimes only one new pic, rarely more than 10 pics.

Worshipping Her was absolute heaven, and I miss Her so, so much, but it does help to post Her pictures and my worship sheets dedicated to Her online. Nowadays everything is posted to one site. I've got pretty much everything She ever did, apart from Her private sets. If anyone's got any of those, I'd be happy to swop my private sets or other photos of Hers.