After some thought I decided that I would commit to recording myself each time I have the urge to masturbate. So far this year that's been 6 times. Six times in nine days! That's not bad for a "middle aged" woman! At least I think so. I'm going to be the big Five O next month too so please give me lots of love. I don't know how long I'll make it till I have an urge that's just too much and I'll need to get myself off rather than taking the time to set up the tripod and camera. We'll see I guess
Please be sure to leave some positive comments on this one. I really need it
My 50th birthday coming up is kind of discouraging and I'm doing everything I can to still feel sexy. Hubby is very encouraging but I need it here too.