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Old 08-17-2011, 07:15 AM
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Default Self humiliation:!anyone into this?

OK fellow OCC perves, I would love to hear if anyone else is into this. For background, I'm married to a beautiful Indian woman who is a total prude and who basically does not have sex with me beyond what it took in the first couple months of marriage to start a family. Apparently I am no longer needed for sex. This means, de facto, that I do not please her in the bedroom, and that my lovemaking has somehow rendered her fridgid to me. She apparently has no interest in other men either. I have become obsessed with the fantasy of another bigger and more macho man breaking her ice and doing what I have failed to do - provided of of course that I get my seconds.

We have the same family doctor. He's about 50, single, handsome, and clearly a player (all the women in his office are hot and/or milfy, and we have both seen him zipping about town in his convertible with some new hot young thing). He is more studly than me, and I have imagined my wife with him many times. I have also caught him checking her out on several occasions when we have been at the same social events. About a year ago I asked for a prescription for Viagra that I did not need (at 40 I still get good wood even if I am the only one tha plays with it), just to start planting the seed with him that she's unsatisfied. I acted it up, acted embarrassed, pretended to be shy about it, and made some comments to him about a lack of ability to keep up with this young wan 10 years my junior. It was all total bullshit but he wrote the 'scrip anyway.

I am having this fantasy about asking him about enzyte or eztenxe (supposed size enhancers), and trying to get into a conversation with him about penis size and satisfying his patient and my wife. I want to tell him how my erect penis is really not much bigger than my flaccid one (he won't know one way or th other), and want to tell him how my wife is used to so much bigger and manly men, and that we have big problems in the bedroom. While we do, it is not due to penis size, my loads or my manliness overall. But, I want to tell him thatit is, that my wife is unsatisfied and that she has had many lovers in the past who were so much bigger than me that she's reLly in need of satisfaction. The truth is that she lost her virginity to me and has only been with me, but I want to "confess" to her doctor how she's a craven sl*t, but that she plays the roll of the quiet married woman and hides her past.

This would be humiliating to me and would likely add something to her future visits to doctor horndog, even if it was just in his head.

1)anyone else into this?

2) can anyone see the downside?

I guess one cannot go back from this type of action, but it intrigues me so. I'd be happy to get any thoughts any of you Occ perves may have on this self humiliation topic.
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