Does it have to be a woman?
I posted something like this in a posting asking for people to report the thoughts and Feelings behind hearing others in the passions of sex. Upon first trip to Caribbean with husband shortly after marriage we room next to couple with twenty-something Asian or pacific island woman of much beauty and an incredible physique (all 68 pounds of it). She was with somewhat unfit and pot bellied 50 or 60 something man with skinny legs and flat butt and much gold jewelry. And he had the speedos that should not have been so small. She was
Looking like so much of an odd couple that I am thinking she to be paid professional or mail order bride or something of that sort. But, when I hear them in adjacent room at night and listen to this ugly man fuck her long and hard with so much screaming and whimpering and pleading that I could hear through walls and open windows for rest periods from her to him (which sound like he sometimes grant and sometimes no grant, with slapping sounds and that high pitched whimpering of the girl), I started fantasizing about this unsightly hairy beast of a man doing to what he was doing to this tiny young travel companion of his. Couple that with fact that I was so recently deflowered by my very small minute man of a husband, who needed at least 24 hours after dribbling into me before he could enter me again, and my newlywed imagination was captivated by this man. So much so that I would strike up conversations with him at the pool bar and parade my bikini body (then my near perfect 120 lbs) in front of him and look at his now huge speedo buldge with a shameful
Desire that I now accept and embrace, but then brought shame. That did much to change my narrow views of what sexy may be in a man.
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