[milkman56]

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None of them, except Gary, came over for a few days. It seemed odd. But then I think that Jim and Bill at least felt ashamed and worried. Gary and Steve now had shared the same girl and it was a constant topic of their conversation. But Steve felt uncertain about his feelings. He was in love with Annie. He was uncomfortable seeing her taken by other men and he did not like the way Gary talked about her.

Gary of course tried putting moves on Annie, but she pushed him off. I saw him a couple times trying to talk to her or touch her when I left the room and so on. But Annie really did not want to. The truth was she only gave herself to him because I wanted to watch. However, she was very fond of Steve and very affected by his endearing affection for her; his tenderness, his sexual fascination for her made her yield to him with warmth and pleasure. Steve could seduce her, and did seduce her several times over these weeks. But Gary had no attraction to her and that must have been frustrating for him.

On the other hand, she was truly intoxicated with group sex. She felt no real attraction to any of my friends individually—except for Steve perhaps with whom there was this brief mutual infatuation—but if the group of them got into the mood for some sexual fun, a little drunk, a little steamed up by suggestive play, a little naughty with undress and so on, she loved to do it with them all. And too, as she explained it to me, the feeling of several of them wanting to excite her, of the several hands feeling her at once, of the several mouths on her body, of kissing them all with abandonment, that was a magnitude and kind of sexual pleasure entirely different than making love with any one man she loved or wanted. This was not about wanting anyone; this was about wanting all of them.