The only drawback to this whole situation was that I felt a bit 'whorish' and was also not very attracted to the massage therapist.
However... I just said to myself 'fuck it - enjoy the situation - ignore how the guy looks and just let this fantasy of yours become real'
So anyway, the guy continues the massage and asks me to flip over on my back.
This was very awkward, as I was now completely nude lying on my back, all my stuff on display and I can see the guy has a hard on through his sports pants...
I close my eyes and try to relax. My heart is beating very fast.
So, he begins massaging my hands and arms and then moves on the the side of my breasts and he asks me if it's ok to massage my breasts. I didn't reply. His interpretation of my silence was that it's ok and he starts massaging my breasts.
Anyway, he is working full steam ahead on my breasts and plays with my nipples. I think he played with my breasts for about 10 minutes, then he continues to my abdomen and down to my legs.
So he is massaging my thighs and at one point he bends each leg upward pulling my knee as far as it can go.
Then he does this with both my knees. This effectively means that my butt was in the air and my crotch was on full display. I kept my eyes shut and did not say a single word.
He comes back to massaging my thighs and works on them for 5 minutes. Each time touching my crotch 'by mistake'. He asks me if it's ok... I don't reply.
At that point he starts to gently massage my pubic area gently. After 1 minute he starts to massage my clit very gently, then he continues down and massages my lips and perineum. He sounds excited -I can hear him breathing deeply. I am breathing deeply.
He is now working only on my vagina with lot's of oil. It feels great and at the same time I feel a bit like a cheap tramp. But... I just let this go on.
At one point he inserts two fingers in me and starts fingering me. I let him do this for about about 30 seconds but then I tell him "no fingers please" - so he removes his fingers.
He goes back to my breasts and starts sucking on my nipples - I enjoy this.
This goes on for another 10 minutes, playing with my breasts, massaging my vagina than breasts again , then vagina and then it's over.
I open my eyes, he's got a raging heard on. Luckily he didn't try to fuck me... I wasn't planning to have full sex with him. What went on was more than enough.
So, this was my fantasy come true. I'm not sure I'll do this again...
My hubby was done with his massage and immediately questioned me about mine.
I told him the whole story, he was partly turned on - partly not sure if this is right.
That night we had passionate sex after taking about my experience in detail.
Anyway, in retrospect - this was pretty exciting -and did push my boundaries by quite a bit.
I hope you like my story
XXX, Elske