[honister]

As a fellow masseur I can confirm that with a woman in the right frame of mind to receive, that massage can lead to immense psychological and physical arousal. Equally when on holiday we allow to happen things which we would not in our home town. Kerala is a life time away from Britain. The cross cultural dynamic - the forbidden to an extent - the subtle seduction of the place through all the senses which you so carefully evoked - they all play a part in you becoming a languid lover and accidental exhibitionist. Once it has happened you can recoil and think oh how could I have or you can do as you did and glory in the joy of what you shared and passed on to the others. Did more events happen after this. Ignore the small minded who live in a world where their judgement must limit all. It couldn't happen to me so it couldn't happen is their take on life.

Bravo..julie - it certainly brought forth from me some more of what ran down your thighs as you walked away from your cross cultural exchange !!

Ian