[QUOTE=Roxanne]Many women, myself included, have an "early training marriage." I had one of those too. He taught me what I don't want in a real husband. Not enough women learn the lessons taught in that abortive first marriage -- which doesn't really have to have a license and a preacher to learn the lessons -- but I digress.
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It is very strange, the fetishes that humans have. I don't begin to understand the first thing about them only that they seem to take over all reason and make you lose a grip. A fact of life I fear but one that many women learn the hard way sometimes, invariably endure or come to accept as the norm. It is very easy to be swept away in any relationship by your partner's fetishes and the need to please. It is only when things go wrong in a relationship that people realise that either it was dumb or that you had inherited the fetish yourself through no fault of your own. Or was it dormant waiting to be unleashed.
I dare say you clean the windows often now.
This post intrigued me to the point of posting a reply because I really can't work this one out. In places it appears cynical yet a retrospective view of things past but also an aire of acceptance and willing on your part to participate. It also seems sad that you were allegedly subjected to this type of behaviour but submissive to the degradation.
