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My ex-boyfriend was a very good photographer and he liked doing nude photoshoots of me outdoors in the style of Hegre: completely shaved, legs spread, with very explicit close-ups. He made several albums like that. Sometimes one of his photography friends would join us during the sessions, although not very often. Most of the photos were taken by my ex.

Over time I ended up with quite a few of those photos and some videos.

Now that I’m married, my husband knows about that old material. At first I felt quite embarrassed telling him, but eventually I showed it to him. Since then, every now and then, when we’re alone and in the mood, we look at some of the photos or videos together. He especially enjoys seeing me portrayed that way by another man when I was still so young. Sometimes we go through them and he gets very turned on looking at the pictures. I like doing it too — it feels intimate in a quiet way to share that part of my past with him.