What surprises me is how often playing with the egg in public ends up leading to anal sex. It doesn’t happen every time, but it’s become pretty common.
After being turned on for hours — trying to act normal at the beach or in the car while the egg vibrates inside me — I usually get home feeling quite worked up. And in those moments, anal sex with the egg still in my vagina feels especially intense. The vibrations are stronger than usual, and I like the feeling of having something inside both places. It’s not something I always crave, but after that kind of build-up, it often feels like exactly what I need.
The strange part is that I already know this while we’re still out. Even when I’m feeling a bit nervous or embarrassed in public, part of me is already thinking about what will probably happen later. And even though it makes me feel a little shy to admit it, knowing that we’ll most likely end up having anal sex with the egg inside me actually makes the public play more exciting. It turns it into a kind of long, slow anticipation.
Sometimes I wonder if it’s becoming too much of a habit, but I haven’t really brought it up with him. I think we both just understand that when we use the egg in public, there’s a good chance it will lead to anal sex afterwards. And even if I feel a bit conflicted about how much I like that idea, I can’t deny that it usually makes the whole experience better for me.
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