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Courting women to see them swept away by more alpha types. The experience started young and continued to the time I settled down late 20s early 30s. I’d go home to wank off over the one that got away and imagine her getting utterly railed by her superior choice. Sometimes I would see some of their action. Sometimes I would hear it. One time an older acquaintance who knew I was courting after a girl could tell that I wasn’t closing the deal at a parents away house party. He asked me for the condom that I brought, rejected it as too tight, and I listened to him pound my sweet crush senseless while she was up in her room and I was on her parents couch. It was recurring.
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