[EyefunJo]

Even now, when I think back on this memory, the physical and psychological thrill it gave me still ranks at the top. It was the very first time I saw an upskirt moment with my own eyes in real life, and the person involved was my mom.

Back then, I was still innocent, like a blank slate. This was before the internet made everything accessible—unlike now, when you can click a couple of times and watch porn online. At that time, some Japanese adult manga was being passed around among my classmates, and I stumbled across it. There was a storyline about the protagonist sneaking peeks up his teacher’s skirt, which left an impression on me.

One day, during a big summer clean-up at home, just before summer break, my mom and I were clearing out stuff from my room to throw away. There were some storage boxes on the top shelf of my closet, filled with old clothes and random junk. I remember my mom dragging my chair over and stepping onto it. It was swelteringly hot, and she was wearing a light, breezy sundress—fitted like a T-shirt on top, with a loose, flowing skirt below. She often wore this kind of outfit at home in the summer, casual and cool.

I watched as she stood on the chair, stretching up on her tiptoes, her arms raised high, which caused the dress to ride up slightly. The hem, originally at mid-thigh, crept up to the edge of her buttocks. My gaze locked onto her exposed, creamy white thighs, and I unconsciously swallowed hard. I could already see the lower curve of her butt peeking out. Emboldened, I ducked my head slightly, stealing a glance to make sure she was focused on the closet. Back then, women’s panties didn’t have much variety, and since she was dressed so casually at home, what I saw under the hem was a pair of light gray panties, fully covering her butt cheeks. The soft cotton hugged the curves snugly, outlining the gentle swell of her cheeks in a way that was both simple and intimate. The faint shadow of the fabric in the summer light revealed just enough to make my heart race, the forbidden glimpse searing itself into my mind.

This memory holds the top spot because it opened the door to my lifelong fascination with upskirts. Afterward, I didn’t shy away from sneaking peeks at other family members, and my mom often became my target. But that first time remains the most vivid, the most unforgettable. It’s like no matter how many romances you have, your first love always holds a special place in your heart.