This is the origin of me getting turned on and ultimately spying on some family members and of course non-family as well. When I was 14, I found a Vhs tape kinda hidden in my stepdads dresser. I played it, not really knowing for sure what to expect. Well, my step dad had filmed my mom and him fucking, sucking, you name it. my mom was hot as fuck and she did jist about everything with him in the vid. Then he creampied her and filmed it dripping out of her while she masturbated and came again. Yeah,,, I don't feel proud of it but I wore that tape out. It was my first real porn vid to watch. It later disappeared as I imagine she tossed it. After the video, I would watch my mom in bathroom and bedroom after raising the blinds just enough to have a good view from outside. we can't help what turns us on but taboo is understandably is a thing esp when it's the first thing you see. My sister and all her friends over the years were fair game as well. I could view all of them bending over the tub to feel the water as it warmed up. My sister used to slide under the bathtub faucet and masturbate because it was very powerful. I no longer spy on them, but it was one helluva turn on as a kid. My mom was and still is quite stunning and has always been a free spirit. After a few drinks last year, she actually made a comment to me when we were alone that "I cant believe I've never had you". I acted like I didn't quite process what she said, but I completely did. Somethings just shouldn't be acted upon I suppose.
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