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Originally Posted by ioutd
Sounds like you balance observing a quality thrill with being respectful of her and the job she is doing. Kudos to you! And that is a perfect story for this thread.
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Thanks. I do respect her. I am also her FTO (Field Training Officer) so I am her mentor. I am old enough now that I kind of am starting to see these youngsters in almost a fatherly role. They are peers yet there is a generational divide between us "old timers" and the young bucks. This adds another odd vibe for me. I almost feel like a creepy old man if I am checking her out as I am more than twice her age. Not to mention the career suicide if I ever were obvious about it. So yes it is an odd balance of thrills and respect. Now the woman that recently transferred that was closer to my age, we were always playing with fire. We never got physical but probably crossed the line of what many would call an emotional affair for a while when we both were going through a rough patch (especially me) in our personal lives. A lot of people in the station thought we were fucking though we never did.