Not to keep posting back to back but I asked for a day alone with my wife. We left early for breakfast. Walked a nature trail and visited an outdoor activity center playing Frisbee golf. Had lunch and went window shopping and more walking around till another meal then home. Other than my wife braless there was no exposures. She received lots of attention and looks walking braless with hard nipples but either she ignored it or did not care.
Back home we are outside enjoying the warmer weather with cocktails and of course she stripped naked the minute we enter the house. I do not recall what made me ask or if I just had an alcohol induced thought. My question was, when did you first realize you liked being exposed. Followed by, and what were your true feelings. She responded with I already told you that. I said, sorry I was looking for or thinking a little deeper. She asked me for an example. I had to think on it a minute and got nothing. I said that I was wondering if there were moments that made you think differently. Somehow this subject dropped and we were on to more recent events, text and conversations were were having.
Skipping to bed. My wife got in bed after me. I was on my laptop working. She said, I think I can answer you now. Not sure what she meant till she rephrased my question.
This will be mostly from her with her thoughts and perspectives. She started with, after thinking I guess I've always loved attention. She said as a child she would sing and dance for visitors and loved it. Growing up she said any opportunity to get attention she was first in line. Being on stage for dance recitals, acting in plays, singing. She did not care as long as others were paying attention. She said, the older I got the less attention she got from others. After her brother was born even less. On the other hand as. She got older she started to mature and develope. She started receiving attention again. She noticed that not only boys her age started noticing her but men as well. Skipping through her various innocent ways of getting attention in highschool.
She turned eighteen months prior to graduation. She was accepted to our college where none of her friends were going to attend. She said that she really did not have to attend classes the last two months for seniors. Starting in April she would drive to a beach and tan. She said she loved the beach because she knew she would get attention. It was over an hour drive one way to her favorite spot. As she told me before, her brother would always try and peek in on her or look to catch her but this was different.
One day after being at the beach she said she got in her car and removed the wet top. She had a t-shirt on. On the trip home she stopped for gas. While pumping gas she said an older man was looking at her smiling. Looking at her reflection in her window she saw her nipples poking hard at her tshirt. She said I was excited and embarrassed at the same time but dud not move letting him stare. When done she got in her car still excited. She wanted more. She walked to the store. Smiling she said, I watched my tits bouncing free in my reflection in the store windows. She said she walked quickly past men looking at her walking towards them to the restroom. She said, my heart had not beat so fast in my life looking at myself I'm the mirror. She walked past the same men that waited to watch her walk to the door. The man pumping gas also waited to watch her walk to her car.
On the drive back she said she replayed what happened over and over. A pair of braless tits and hard nipples got all that attention. Each trip to the beach from then on started out braless and after the beach braless. Almost every occasion at different gas stations when guys were present she got the same response. Eighteen and months till graduation this became her obsession. She said she started wearing different materials of tshirts to illicit attention. This also migrated to store visits. She said she loved going to hardware stores for her dad. She said, engaging in conversation while being stared at was a new obsession. She gave me a progression of her new hobby.
At the beach tanning she said it was normally sparse during the week. At times while tanning she would be on her stomach with her top untied. She would look around and no one close she would sit up topless to drink her water and adjust her towel. The idea or thought of someone at a distance seeing her tits was exciting. Skipping a lot of solo but according to her building up occurrences.
Her first accidental exposure. She said the last month before graduation she had met and older man that lived near the beach. He would walk the beach wearing binoculars looking at dolphins, fish jumping, boats and birds. Pretty much any wildlife around. He also fed seagulls. She said her favorite spot was a long walk from the parking lot. Her intention for this was not to run into any schoolmates. Almost every time she was set up tanning reading he would come by, greet her and tell her what he has seen, then go by. He started sitting on his towel above her just to her side. She was between him and the water. On her stomach tanning with sunglasses on, top untied, she would prop up reading. Watching him over the book he would be looking at the water or birds then over to her. She said, I only then realized his intentions were to look at girls on the beach. Each time she would prop up more revealing more boobs but would chicken out. She said, he had plenty of side boob to watch. Finally on her way to the beach she said she promised herself that since he has been so dedicated to watching her she was going to flash him tits.
She said, the first time, I looked at him and he was watching through his binoculars. She believes he could possibly see her heartbeating so fast. She said after a few false starts she decided to act like a fly was biting her and reach back to slap it, flashing her tit and nipple. She said I did it. When settling back to her book he was leaning forward looking. Not sure he had time to see she decided to reach back and scratch the fake fly bite. This time she said, while scratching I'm looking at my tit and hard nipple exposed. A few seconds she laid back to her book. He was still watching. She chickened out to do more. She said each day she did more flashing him a tit or tits. She eventually worked up the nerve to sit up on her knees tits on display and get a water from her bag to drink. While drinking topless she said she looked at him watching her through the binoculars. She added, I did not go back to that beach after that.
She admitted that she masturbated to this scenario many times. She wanted more and spent the remaining time till college when not with friends going to beaches to inadvertently flash a tit or nipple laying out. Her favorite that she recalled doing many times was when in the water waves crashing. If the correct target was watching from the beach or even close in the water. She would allow the wave to take her under and would adjust her top to expose a tit, a nipple or both tits depending on the man that was her target. Again her favorites were the spoken apologies after recovering her tits.
So the summary of her response was, being an attention seeker as a child it just progressed to her obsession of today being seen, acknowledged and appreciated. To pinpoint her obsession I would say pregraduation. Maybe the recognition prior as she developed. Either way those trips to the beach was the start according to my wife. We have a weekend trip planned for dad's Friday through Sunday. No idea how this will go with my brother's wife. My wife's experiences are a lot of jealousy from his. My wife thinks only my brother will show up if either come out. My dad's excited we are staying the weekend. Since the weather is supposed to be warm, joking, my wife said we should get his wife to ask happy for directions. I'll mention it to9 my brother, I'm sure I'll get a daily call till Friday. She laughed at me.
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