A looong time ago, I want to say 2012, my now-wife and then girlfriend once tentatively brought up when we were cuddling in bed after having sex whether or not I would ever want to do an MFM threesome situation or watch her fuck another guy. Being more young and jealous and still having my hangups, I grimaced and politely but firmly turned the notion down, and she never brought it up again.
Cut to a cool dozen years later and now I'm the one who finds the notion of kissing her while she gets pounded doggystyle by another guy indescribably hot, and I fantasize it about it a lot! The other week while we were making out before having sex - in a full reversal of twelve years ago - I tentatively asked whether she would ever fuck another guy for me while I watched, and she was the one who said it was fine as a dirty talk fantasy thing but politely but firmly said that she had zero interest in ever actually doing it and my dick is the only one she intends to have in her for the rest of her life.
So opportunity gone it seems! What was hot to her in her early 20s as someone's girlfriend no longer appeals to her in her mid 30s as someone's wife. In retrospect I do wonder whether her offer back then was more specific that it seemed - i.e. whether she had a specific coworker she had a crush on in mind or something and if I'd agreed the thing would have been suspiciously arranged in a matter of a few days - but man would I love having the memory in the spank bank of getting a live action hardcore porn of my wife play out in real time before my eyes. I wish I'd gone YOLO when the chance had been offered!
But ah well, seems that's a fantasy for another life. C'est la vie.
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