[forester623]

Hi all,

I don't know whether this is the right place to ask but I wanted to hear your guys opinion on something.

Some years ago I had used photos of Lana Wood as "masturbation template" and suddenly it struck me that I didn't know whether she was still alive and I immediately had some kind of guilty feeling. A check at wikipedia calmed me as I saw that she was alive and well, so I could go on and enjoy her.

Recently I had an experience about a playmate from the 1970s (Candy Loving), I saw one of her pics on Instagram and got turned on but then immediately felt guilty again, as I thought she might not be alive anymore - I did some research and found that, luckily, she's still alive and in her early 70s.

The same happens, when I see photos of, for example, Marilyn Monroe, I feel bad when I look at her boobs...

Does anybody of you also have these kinds of guilty feelings in cases when being turned on by old photos from somebody who might not be alive anymore, is this normal or is this weird?