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Originally Posted by Menorca
The story is very hot, interessting and exciting! Thx again... You are loooking very pretty, not only today, as a young girl at that time, too. Woiuld love to naked pics from you at that time... Is there any chance?
Bea and I hope, this story will never end...
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Udo and Bea, you are both so sweet. Thank you.
Even when I was young, I wanted nude pictures of myself. Several reasons. Among them, I knew I would one day be interested to look back. If I had been what most people thought of as beautiful, I don't know if I would have been so aware. But because I was not perfect, I had to reconcile my feelings, and I came to be proud of my body. This led to my wanting to share what I liked, in part looking for confirmation.
If the same in Germany, then I am sure you remember how difficult acquiring pictures like this could be in the days before digital media. I didn't even know, nor could ask anyone, if taking such film to be processed was even legal. So, I was older before I ever tried. But for the exception of Polaroids. I took some of myself when I was young, a task with several challenges. And I hated them. A second effort sometime later pleased me. I fantasized to secretly leave them for a boy I admired, but I never did.
When I was 19, I let a gentlemen take some pictures of me. (A story I plan to share in this thread soon.) He promised no one would see them, not understanding how I would enjoy thinking otherwise. But I did not express my real feelings about it. I told him only that I would be interested to see them when I am old. I never saw these pictures.
What little I did have from these early days was almost entirely destroyed nearly 20 years ago when hurricane Charley damaged my house in Florida. I so much wish I still had them to share.
I know it does not meet you request, but I could not help but take the opportunity to include a few more non-nude pictures I have from that year. (Not destroyed in the hurricane because these were in my mother's collection.)