It interesting that you bring this up:
I used to NEVER have fantasies that weren't at *somewhat* grounded in reality.
Involving friend's wives (mostly), so obtainable women who had a certain fondness for me, therefore not unreachable just VERY unlikely.
I simply could not get aroused it the scenario I was conjuring was just too far fetched.
But lately I've been turning to 2 fantasies that are simply fiction. Almost verging on science fiction their elements or machinations.
The first is (surprisingly) about the wife of friend who is sort of demure. She isn't a prude and though she is very intelligent, her knowledge of the wider sexual world is very limited. Laughably so at times. Once we were all talking about some "deviant" sexual practice--something like bukkake, maybe--and she said, with total surprise, wide-eyed almost--"People Do that?!" Like it was beyond belief.
This plays into the nature of my fantasy and the sort of extreme mechanics I've employed in it to make it something my brain can entertain.
In the fantasy I find out by accident that if she sees a had cock exposed she enters a semi-trance-like state of being.
She is conscious but basically unable to help herself. She wants to look at it so badly, and ultimately see it cum so desperately that she will do anything I ask of her.
I've been working on a story version of this fantasy for a while but don't know if i can pull it off in a believable enough manner to make me want to post it somewhere.
The second involves something that actually happened when i was younger.
I had a steady girlfriend of a couple of years but an older girlfriend--who was now just a friend though I still harboured feelings for her--came to visit me with my buddy for a week or so around Christmas holidays.
This was the era of VCR rentals and somehow we managed to rent a couple of movies including a porno one night.
The three of us watched, gathered together on my parents couch and it was...uncomfortable but hot.
I know this was the first time this girl had ever seen anything like this.
It must have turned her on a lot because later in the night we ended up fucking in my basement bedroom--something she made happen, i would never have even tried.
The fantasy is simple but impossible: I am back in that time, on that night. My friend is not with us and I (somehow) have the total faculties and accumulated life experience I have now.
I know this first time experience is turning her on and I use words to heighten her arousal. Getting her to do things and describe what exactly on the porno is turning her on.
I SO wish I could have been more relaxed and present on the evening it actually went down so I could call up in my memory her face and expressions as she watched this film....
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