[Refundseason]

This small act of sharing her breasts online led us down a road that eventually took her to signing up to a new website where she was going to take and post her own pictures online. She would engage as little or as much as she wanted with her adoring fans and I would occasionally check the site to see what she was up to. It was so much fun to be out of control, and to see her embrace her wild side. I was excited to see how she would embrace this new experience.

She signed up and immediately posted a couple of photos. I enjoyed seeing her enthusiasm toward the positive comments. She became eager to please her followers, and escalated from pictures to videos. This went on for over a year, her occasionally feeling horny, feeling sexy, and posting a hot new picture or video. She talked to me about the number of likes and views she got, and she got legitimately excited when a post would become popular. She really enjoys the validation and attention. All of it is a big turn on.

This is a pretty huge step from a woman who used to be afraid of even discussing sex or sexual fantasies, but I’m never satisfied so I always encourage her to do more. A better way of saying that is that I encourage her to do whatever she wants to do, without any stifling inhibitions or preconceived notions holding her back. "If you enjoy it, then go for it" was my motto to her. I wanted her to feel free to do whatever she wanted.

After a while of using the site, it became just another thing in our lives. One day we were talking about the site, how many followers she has and how many views some of her posts had gotten and I asked her if she ever dm’d with people on the site. She explained that she really didn’t. She received these messages, of course, but she didn't really engage people in that way. I said something like, “Might be fun. You like all the positive comments.” and explained that I didn’t mind her talking to people because it’s all just a fantasy and everybody knows that. It’s not real, and I was secure in our relationship.

She did not embrace this as she did many of our previous sexual adventures. From posting naked pictures online to wearing sheer tops in public, and walking around hotel hallways with little to nothing on, she’d always accepted challenges with nothing more than a shrug.

A little time went by and we were sitting on the front porch one night after she’d just posted a naked picture. She told me that she talked to a guy who had dm’d her on the site. I asked about it, and the conversation was just a simple chat about her weekend plans. I smiled and felt happy that she had given it a try. I was hoping she’d let a little more out than that, but hey, maybe that wasn’t for her.