I don't think I'll ever know the truth.
We met at 16 and have been together since, she told me she was a vergin and I was the first to fuck her, that was very obviously a lie, no pain no hesitation just got stuck straight into it like a starving animal, she has told me years later her first sexual experience was a boy took her to the cinema and got his hand in her knickers when she was 12 years old. she was always an outgoing person andi know she went with several other men between the cinema and when I met her but she would never talk about it.
We married when she was still 18 and I was just 19 by six days !!.
She was about 24 and I could see she was very restless, not very happy at all, we had two children by then and she was sterilised a year or so later, I told her she could do whatever she needed to do to live as she wanted I just wanted her to be honest about where she was and who with, she wouldn't tell me anything most of the time, she would just lie about it, I kept telling her she could fuck whoever she wanted but she still wouldn't admit anything, when she did eventually go out to fuck a guy she worked with with my knowledge and support she just continued, I don't think anything would have stopped her , at one time she was picking up lorry drivers and fucking them in their sleeper cabs she also had 5 long term relationships and I'll never know how many one night stands, if I had to put a figure on it I would guess 50/60 plus, one guy that had her for several years had a dick like an 8 inch long beer can , she has definitely been very well used.
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