[ENFFan01]

Here's an interesting one: I abhor violence against women (against anyone, really). Harming others is the complete opposite of what my sexuality is about (public nudity = eroticism, hedonism, mass pleasure).

But for some reason, the idea of a female MMA league in which the losers get no money and have to strip in the ring really appeals to me.

I'm not sure what it is. Maybe that it would be the ultimate humiliation - they enter the ring in peak form, as high-status as they'll ever be, ready to take on the world and be crowned champion, yet they end up naked, defeated and exposed, with cameras zooming in on their tits and pussy, just stupid girls who thought they were worth more than their bodies.

Or maybe it's the anticipation - the girls would be walking into the octagon knowing everything is on the line. They'd be caught in dangerous holds and take painful strikes, yet still do anything they could not to tap out, because doing so would mean so much more than just a loss on their record - it would mean the utter loss of their privacy and dignity.

I think there might also just be an element of pure sadism to this fantasy though, even if I don't know where it comes from. Imagine a defeated girl, sobbing, beaten and bloodied, being helped to the centre of the ring by her trainer... all because she has to take her clothes off for the hungry eyes of the audience before she's allowed to leave.

Or imagine a girl getting knocked out, and the crowd cheering as paramedics give her a quick all-clear before allowing security guards to strip her unconscious body and hold her above their heads, spreading her legs for the cameras and the crowd and maybe even groping her before she wakes up.

Something about women willingly signing themselves up for that kind of all-or-nothing dangerous situation ticks a lot of the same boxes as public nudity for me - the humiliation, degradation and destruction of the self, for the pleasure of everyone else in the world who gets to see it.

It's kind of a beautiful fantasy, philosophically... but I'm definitely a bit ashamed of it!