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Originally Posted by SandyM
Thanks again, Klondike, and a question for Torretxt, if she is still checking the thread. Did you ever get past your awreness of being naked? It looks like some people do forget, or are at least very comfortable. What was the scene like at Gaslight Park? How long was it before your husband found you? Congratulations, you are brave and beautiful.
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Did I ever get past my awareness of being nude? In a word - "no". I thought that as time passed I would get more comfortable but truth be told I really never did. All it would take was someone looking at me smiling, or a gust of wind, the sound of clapping or laughter, seeing ordinary sights like a street corner with a recognizable business on it - any of those things would instantly remind me that I was unclothed in a place I wasn't supposed to be. It wasn't like I was at a party at somebody's house, I was out on a public street. Of course the fact that this was the first time I had ever done anything like this probably contruibuted to the fact that I was very aware of my body.
Many people did seem quite comfortable; much more so than me. People did say I looked calm both at the parade and after seeing some of my photos here at OCC. It was all an act, trust me.
How long did I roam around at gaslight park before my husband found me/ Not really sure but I'm guessing maybe 45 minutes to an hour. That was really the hardest thing for me because I wasn't really sure what I was supposed to do - get dressed or was it okay to remain naked. It seemed like a totally different world to me. THe fact tha many people got dressed right away made me feel that I was supposed to do the same. I worried that I might get into trouble if I didn't. People did come up and talk to me or my friends about the parade which not only was exciting in a way but that also helped take my mind off my worries.
Torre