Closeted even to herself
My wife has always been a little conflicted about being exposed. It took her a long time to admit to herself that she actually enjoys it. She gets wet every time she's naked in a risky or public situation. She's also always nervous and reluctant. So it is strange, because she is always glad she did it after the fact, but is always hesitant before the fact. She knows she'll get horny, but the horniness doesn't happen until she's exposed, so she has to kinda psyche herself into it.
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