Thanks for the reply. I guess I left the wrong impression with the question. By closet exhibitionist, I was referring to her keeping the activity and her feelings from everyone especially me for years. Not sure how I would have reacted early in our marriage.
With no idea of her previous enjoyment exposing herself, I looked at her exposures around me as a cheap thrill. Again, cheap thrill meaning I assumed she was embarrassed and I was happy with the reactions I thought were embarrassment. Now looking back on each event I see her reactions differently. If you read the (no setup) accidental first exposure to my friend Tim, I wrote that from an embarrassing perspective. She was not the least bit embarrassed. I thought she was brave as we were in his shop and after at her casual nature not covering her tits or allowing her shorts to expose her pussy. After the initial surprise she was enjoying the attention and reactions from both Tim and me.
I also assumed alcohol was a necessity. I was wrong. She's happy to be completely sober exposing.
The only thing it seems during most is she needs the deniability of her actions. Other than flashing truckers, she needs an excuse for the behavior. We have not discussed that side yet. We have talked about my feelings but as one can tell I question everything. I have relayed my support but still have questions as she tells new additional stories of her exposures from prior to our dating and forward
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