Embarrassment
What's interesting is that I don't show her off as much now that we're married, as I did when we were just dating. I'm not sure if it's because I'm more possessive of her now that she's my wife, or what.
But what I assume it is, is that I'm a big fan of ENF, and also I'm a Dom. So anytime I'd have her naked and/or show her off, it's purpose was twofold. To help her feel more like a submissive (and me more like a Dom), and to embarrass her.
But now, I feel like she doesn't get embarrassed as easily. So showing her off naked would be less to satisfy my ENF fantasies, or make her feel more like a sub, because she's more secure in her nudity now. And at that point, it's just a treat for some lucky guy, which doesn't help me feel like a Dom, so why do I bother? It's a strange conundrum I've found myself in. Because I still want to live out ENF fantasies, but I can't do that if she's not at least a little reluctant.
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