My father passed away when I was young and my mother has never remarried, she has had many relationships since, some long-term, some short. While I never walked in on her in the actual act of sex, I did walk in on her while she and her boyfriend were in bed and both were shirtless, I asked her a question, and she answered and told me to leave, making no attempt to cover her breasts but I was too young to understand what was going on so it was nothing to me. Later in life, I'm pretty sure I've walked passed the door while she was in the middle of sexual intercourse or doing something that sounded like she was giving oral sex.
I was never bothered by it, I think I understood in a way that my mother was a woman and she had needs like every woman but I will admit to having a bit of a voyeuristic streak and being curious about things, so fast forward to 2019 (I mentioned this in a previous post) attempting to fix my mother's phone and I ran across a few nudes, lingerie pics and some sex pics in her phone while trying to move her pics to cloud storage and as I stated then, it felt crazy and different and honestly, I thought about uploading a pic to this site just to read the comments but I slept on it and changed my mind..
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