[pball2295]

One of my many fetishes is a possibly a weird one. Curious if anyone else has experienced something like this. I have two stories. I'll tell one at a time.

Story # 1
Towards the end of college, I began hooking up with/dating a girl with a beautiful face. Let's call her Emma. She was in a club with me in college. I think she was attracted to me because I was fairly charismatic.

Emma was a brunette with beautiful, big green eyes, luscious lips, and beautiful skin. She wore a little makeup, but not much. The kind of girl who if you made eye contact with her...your heart would skip a beat. Emma had big boobs....and played on the lacrosse team in college. I went to see one of her games before we hooked up for the first time. She had powerful legs and an awesome, plump ass. Even with her sports bra and equipment, her boobs were obviously big. Almost in the way as she ran.

I asked her out on a date and she sweetly accepted. A week or two later I fucked her. She wanted the lights off and under the covers. Not ideal for a perv like me, but I kissed her and looked deeply into her beautiful eyes while I fucked her, so I was okay with it.

The next time we fucked, I tried to take the covers off to change positions with her. She resisted and said she was shy. I confidently insisted. I pulled the covers down and looked at her naked body for the first time. I thought she looked pretty good! Her tits were big and I loved her nipples...but they were clearly not the perkiest. Even when she laid down, they fell off to the side. I told her she was beautiful, flipped her onto her stomach, and gave it to her from behind.

From that point on, she was always fighting to have the covers on, or the lights off. Finally, I addressed it...I asked her what was going on? She was really shy and vulnerable. She admitted to me that she was very self conscious of her tits. I said "whatttt! I love your tits!!!

She said, "I can make them look nice and big with a push up bra, but I hate them...they are uneven and droopy.

I told her she was crazy. She was one of the most beautiful girls I'd ever seen...and any guy would be attracted to her. "Yeah...until they see my boobs" she said.

I realized at this point that I never actually saw her stand in front of me...with the full effects of gravity in effect. I told her I had already seen her naked many times...and that I'd love it if she stood up naked for me.

She hated it, but I insisted. She got up and put her hands to the side. I kind of understood her now, lol. Her bottom half was unreal. Beautiful round ass...pretty little shaved pussy. But her tits were quite big and droopy for a 22 year old girl.

Here's the thing though...it bears repeating...she was SO pretty. What's more...I found myself incredibly turned on by how ashamed she was by her tits. She looked at me with almost a "I'm sorry" face! Little did she know...that turned me on even more.

I looked at her like a lion, and said..."Oh my god....what are you talking about? You are so fucking hot Emma." I went up to her, grabbed her tits, and made out with her. She looked into my eyes with so much vulnerability. I picked her up, threw her on the bed, spread her legs, and fucked her with passion. I also sucked and licked her nipples on and off the whole time.

At some point I could tell she was about to cum and I whispered in her ear again "you are SO fucking beautiful." Her body shook furiously as she orgasmed and she made spastic sounds. She had absolutely no control of her body. When she finally stopped... she laid naked, in shock, and immediately started to cry.

After her body finally calmed down, she told me it was the first time she ever climaxed with a man. When we broke up a year later....(mostly a joint decision) she wrote me a letter...telling me that my attraction to her made her feel comfortable with her body for the first time in her life

Here's the thing. She was genuinely gorgeous. I understand that she wasn't happy with her tits, in the same way that I'd understand if a very handsome, successful man wasn't happy about having a mico-penis.

But the truth is, I also realize I had something of a fetish for the shame and insecurity she felt. If she wasn't so adorably embarrassed...I probably would have been less attracted to her body. Pretty big hangers for a 22 year old haha.

Has anyone else experienced something like this/understand it?