Doesn't dislike it at all.
Cheryl,
She is embarrassed when someone neither of us know is introduced to her and it is explained that she is married and that I am fully aware she is there naked for others. She's not so much embarrassed by the nudity but to the fact that she is being controlled by a man who is not her husband and that I fully support that fact.
Additionally when she sees someone who she or I do know but they are unaware that she allows herself to be controlled and exhibited she seems to be pushed into the humiliation range. She says it is very difficult to explain why she is completely naked in the presence of several men when I am not there with her.
She voices her concerns about photos being taken of her during these situations, primarily because of the fear that they would be shown to people that would harm her professionally, not because the men want to have naked pictures of her to look at. In actuality, she loves to have naked photos taken of her, it's one of her biggest turn-on's.
Does she look forward to being sent naked with others? Yes, definitely. She often brings it up during "pillow talk" and during sex. Does she instigate it? No, not at all. She wants to be "sent", naked, with no control. The lack of being able to control is her hot button.
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