Even though I have seen my sister naked a few times as an adult (logistics/sharing a space reasons), recently I saw down her top and found myself trying to look at her boobs as many times as I could that afternoon. I kept telling myself, "that is your sister, knock it off!" But then I was also telling myself, "ya, but you have seen her before so who cares?" as well as "boobs are boobs, enjoy the view!"
I feel ashamed that I didn't feel more ashamed, I guess?
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