what I want
I want to watch her masturbate.
With her fingers, a toy, anything. I just want to watch her. It's not so much that she refuses, she just doesn't see the point. Why not do it to each other? But it's so much the voyeuristic aspect of it, surely from watching porn that drives my desire.
The closest we've come is me moving her fingers to her pussy while I lick her. She's placed her hand there, opened her lips a bit for me and I've used my tongue to push her finger onto her clit. It doesn't last long before she moves her hand away and it's probably that reluctance that drives me further to want to see it.
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