[driftwood3791]

Several years after uni, I came across a webfind that looked like my former girlfriend at Fantasy Fest in the States. She was completely nude with body paint, posing with two friends in similar decoration. When I compared the photo side-by-side to ones I had taken of her and her two best gfs at uni, it was obviously the same women! Even the posing was identical!

I recall sitting in class several years before with the three of them, wondering what they looked like naked. The one friend always looked busty but covered it up well. In the Fantasy Fest photo, it revealed all-- huge D-cup breasts, large DVD-sized areolae with Montgomery bumps all over. WOW! And my former girlfriend had a lovely, painted body as well. Her breasts, nipples, and cute navel were better than I could have imagined. I loved this woman, so it really didn't matter what she looked like... But the fact it was her, every detail of her painted body looked to me like the sexiest woman who ever existed.

It broke my heart though, as I was/am still smitten with my old gf. She never did anything sexually with me, other than some intentional downblouses. So to see her nude for strangers set afire all sorts of regrets and wonderments... why would she never do that with me? Were her affections for me just a ruse? Was I truly that unworthy of her affection?

30 years later, it still hurts, as truth-be-told I'd marry her in a minute if I could. I see her once every few years professionally, and the heart-ache I endure as a result usually ruins my whole month.