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Originally Posted by Jess From The Midwest
Earlier this year I found out my husband was sleeping around with a friend of ours. Obviously, I was really hurt, and then fuck up enough, jealous! I wondered why I wasn't good enough anymore, so I stepped things up and did things I wasn't really comfortable with, just because I knew it was stuff that he was into. I realize now, it was just him seeing how far he could push it.
This is going to sound horrible, but it wasn't long before I realized I was just being used, but somehow that just made the sex that much better. After a few months, he moved out of the house and in with the said friend, though that end our fuck sessions. Unlike our 20+ years of having sex, we were fucking for the first time. It was dirty, raunchy, rough, and often daring. The kind of passion that made pornos feel at home.
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That's tough Jess.
At the same time, it sounds like you learned more about some kinky qualities you have, which sounds like an awesome unintended consequence.
Question. From our previous convo on OCC, I think you might not be into this. But just curious lol. Any chance it would it turn you on to hook up with one of his friends after what happened? Even if it wasn't about "getting back at him..." would it be hot for you to do things with his buddy that you never quite agreed to with him?
I dunno...for me, I think that would feel like a nice way to put the world back into balance.
I feel like it would be pretty hot to text him and let him know that his friend just had you in ways that he never did.