A good many years ago my wife (now ex-wife) and I were on holiday at a popular beach resort town in Queensland. On our first morning there we woke up and I said to her, "get dressed and we'll walk down the street to have breakfast rather than have it here in the unit." She jumped up and headed to the bathroom. After a time I heard the toilet flush and the shower come on. When I heard the shower shut off, I wandered into the bathroom with my clothes.
As I sat my clothes down on the table I looked out the window to see that three workmen were replacing tiles on the roof next door. What I should say is that they were not replacing tiles. What they were actually doing was sitting on the edge of the roof watching my wife as she went through her morning routine of preparing for the day stark naked. I smiled and burst out laughing.
"What's so funny," she asked.
I pointed out the window which was extra large for a bathroom window and all three men gave her the thumbs up. She grabbed her clothes and hightailed it out of the bathroom. I shouted out to the men, "Shows over fellows. Get back to work." Of course, they gave me the thumbs down.
That day we had sex multiple times. She was always on for a roll in the hay but that day she was exceptionally horny and as I got older and more experienced I have started to wonder if she actually knew they were there and did actually put on a show for them and the exiting from the bathroom was for my benefit to cover up what she had done.
As the years passed I caught her showing off a good many times including one occasion where I had asked one of the kids where she was when I came home from work early to be told she had gone down to the beach. I drove around the normal beaches and finally found her car at the local nudist beach. When I walked down the beach I discovered her with an entourage of men watching her putting on a display for them. She was rolling over, putting her spread legs up etc, etc. It was fairly obvious that she was loving the attention and was showing off to get their attention.
Prior to this, I had caught her a number of times having sex with other men. I often spoke to her about telling me about her experiences but except on a couple of occasions, she simply denied everything even when I had actually witnessed it.
Her favourite saying to me became, "That's for me to know and you to find out."
I stayed for the benefit of the kids until after being away for a few days I returned to find the house bare and our accounts stripped of funds. I often think back and wonder how different life could have been if only she could have confided in me about her desires, what she got up to and why. I had reached the point in the relationship where I realised she needed more than I could give her and I'm sure that if she had been willing to talk then life could have been different for both of us but she seemed incapable of taking that step.
Today she lives alone while I have a new partner who as far as I know is totally trustworthy.
There was one occasion since our separation where I had the opportunity to ask her why she decided to leave. I had always suspected that she had met someone who she cared about. She simply looked at me and said, "I did it for you," then walked away.
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