Anyway, I left off with L going back home and me being a little bit unexpectedly turned on about her casual look. As an aside, while I’ve fucked several younger women, they really are not my turn-on. Sure, I like looking at an attractive woman, but my earliest relationships were with women in almost the exact reverse scenario where I was the one in my early 20s, and they were in their 40s or even slightly older. While consensual fun with a young lady is fantastic (haha…maybe that is why I buy new cars all the time, I like the new car/pussy smell), I don’t exactly set out that way. I have a niece in the same age range as L, and while I’d NEVER consider doing anything with her, I do like it when she comes with her friends to visit (I’m not very far from the beach, so I’m a getaway destination). If anyone is interested, I can share a little bit about that later.
So, after L left, I got back to work in my office and couldn’t stop thinking about her. Just pervy thoughts, but I couldn’t stop wondering if she had a bra on and were her tits moving around more than normal. When she was leaving, did it look like she had panties on, or was she jiggling around in her running shorts a little too much. Completely ridiculous things to fixate on, and I guess I was just horny, but she excited me a little more than she had before. I never really thought much about her when I’d get together with her parents and probably secretly thought about her mom more than I should have lol.
Like any horned up guy, I did what had to be done and searched for something on xhamster that I could relieve myself to
. I’ll look at any nice naked female, but I tried to search for videos that sort of reminded me of her. I keyed in college girls and really focused on the amateur content. I even searched for running shorts and found a video titled milf in running shorts that, while not explicit, I really liked. Once I got down that rabbit hole of vids, I relieved myself and got back to business.
I couldn’t shake it from my mind, though, and probably revisited those searches a couple more times that night. When I started working the next morning, I probably had one hand on my personal laptop looking for porn and the other on my work laptop paying the bills. My personal computer usually sits on the left side of my desk, and it is open most of the time, so I can pop over to answer an email or look up something. I used to it being there and peripherally available.
I had been working away as much as I could, and just before 10, I see L coming up the walkway to my front door again. I probably was slightly annoyed and excited, to be honest. On the one hand, I definitely wanted to see her, and on the other, I was looking forward to a little bit of hands-on personal time. Thinking about it now, I was probably a little irritated that she was going to interrupt my ability to jack off to her lol. How is that for some messed-up logic?
Pretty much the same drill as the day before. She needed to get online for a class, and it was a pretty short conversation. She was sort of coming in as soon as I answered the door. She turned right and headed into my office and was plopping down in my chair and I disconnected my work laptop from the other side of my desk and retreated to the kitchen. She had similar shorts on and a little strappy shirt. Again, she looked like she had not been out of bed very long.
Needless to say, I couldn’t concentrate much on work. About an hour later, she came out to me in the kitchen and asked if I had anything to drink. I had coffee going and offered her some or whatever else I had in the refrigerator. I think I said something along the lines of just make yourself at home, which she did without hesitation. As she rummaged through my refrigerator and kitchen, I didn’t miss the chance to check her out. I had really not had time to pay attention to the details of what she had on when she burst in, but checking her out now, it absolutely looked like she had just got up. I don’t know for sure, but it looked like she had pj shorts on instead of real shorts. Nothing obscene, but they were short and pretty thin looking. Her strappy top was just about too short to fully cover her stomach, but again nothing really inappropriate. If she was dressed this way when I was at her house hanging out with her mom and dad, I’d bet that dad would say something to her if that puts it into perspective.
We chitchatted for a little bit, the way that people do when they don’t have much in common, but they are friendly. I asked her about her class and how it went, and she said she didn’t really like it and hated that it was so early (lol, I guess I am old now that 10 is early). I asked when her next zoom call was, and she told me at 1, which I assumed she would go home since it was only about 11:30ish at this point. I asked her if she needed to use my internet for that class, and I got a straight “yes”… not an “if you don’t mind “or “could I”. I didn’t mind her being over at my place for sure, but I needed to work, and I had cranking one off on my mind, too.
I told her to make herself at home, pointed out where the bathroom was and told her I need to get back to work for a little bit. I mentioned that I’d just leave the door unlocked for her and got a sort of grunting acknowledgment from her. I mention this because it isn’t the last grunting acknowledgment that I’ve gotten from her
. I assumed she would go back to her place in a few minutes, and I’d see her later.
When I walked around my desk, my personal laptop was still open. It had a blank screen, but it was still open. I touched the unlock sensor and a maximized video from xhamster of a college girl on her knees sucking a guy off (amateur) was up. All I could think was that I was completely fucked at this point. My heart was beating so fast that I almost couldn’t think straight, and I felt like I was in trouble, as weird as that sounds. I’m a grown man who has had some awesome sexual adventures, and I felt like a teenager who just got busted. I remember that feeling so vividly.
Making matters even worse, L started walking into my office and straight to behind my desk. I don’t remember my exact thought, but I thought I was going to get confronted. I went to shut the laptop but really slammed the screen shut… because that would save me, right haha? L just smiled a little at me and reached for her laptop instead. I didn’t say a word, I don’t think I could have formed a sentence. I figured she would head straight for the front door, but instead, she turned right and headed back towards the kitchen area. Apparently, her plan was to stay until her next class, and now I’m stuck in my office thinking the worst. I’m not embarrassed that others know I look at porn or get embarrassed over much. All I could think of is L telling her folks and getting confronted about it. I’m reasonably friendly with all my neighbors, and I literally thought I’d have to move once gossip of the pervert neighbor who wants to fuck your college daughters got spread around.
I tried to get back to work, but I was just clicking around and doing nothing. For better or worse, I figured that I should go apologize to L and try to minimize the damage as much as I could. Once I mustered the courage, I headed to L and found her in the great room (just off the kitchen), sitting on my couch with her feet up on the cushions and her laptop balancing on her knees. I’m not sure if I’m doing the visual justice, but it isn’t a very modest way to sit when you are wearing thin shorts, and she might as well have been sitting in her panties due to how the material of her shorts had ridden up.
I sat in a chair across from her, not intending to keep looking but because it was the closest place to sit, and I thought I was going to faint, haha. I started off by saying, “I need to talk to you”, and she sort of peeked around her laptop at me before closing it. The gist of what I said next was that if she saw anything on my laptop that I was sorry, and I didn’t mean for her to see it. I probably said I was sorry 10 more times as I rambled along. Her only response was that it was ok and no problem.
Completely awkward, we set in silence for probably 10 seconds that seemed like an hour, and she opened the lid back up on her laptop. So now I’m sitting there not knowing what to do but feeling like I might get a reprieve from death row! So like any person that just survived a near-death experience
my eyes wandered back to her crotch. It was really just a glance, but she looked really good! L started to move a little, which snapped me out of it and I sort of jumped to my feet. I think we were both a little startled by the quick movement, actually. L looked around her laptop at me again, and I turned to go back to my office and try to work a little. I really wanted to go crank one out, but my big head was thankfully in charge.
The rest of the afternoon was more or less boring. I popped out of the office occasionally to get a drink from the kitchen, and I made a pizza for us as a late lunch. To give L credit, she really acted like nothing had happened, and she did make me relax a little. Probably around 4ish, she came to the office carrying her laptop and set it down on my desk. She bent down to slip on her shoes to get ready to go. She was facing my desk and struggling to slip her foot in vs. actually untying her shoes.
Once she got her shoes on, she stood up and thanked me for letting her use the internet. I stood up and told her no problem and apologized again for my laptop. I probably should have left that alone, but it was still on my mind, especially since she was going home. She grinned and said, “no problem,” and gave me a little hug. She just wrapped her arms around me and gave me a quick squeeze while putting her head into my chest.
Again, I’m sorry for the long build-up, but I wanted to share the context of how we started things off. Not a Dear Hustler type of beginning, haha.
L didn’t come back the next day, which made me think she was probably done visiting. I did see her go for a walk and sort of glance at my office window as she walked by on the sidewalk, and I thought this doubly reinforced that she would not be back over. I chalked this up to a near-miss of having a pissed-off dad and mom at my door and actually felt a little relieved.
I'll post more when I have time to write about it. Probably in the next day or so.