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I don’t really want to post these. I am nervous, embarrassed, not super self-assured. In my mind, this is private and I don’t want to share it with anyone. I am squeamish about bodily functions, and in my opinion, getting a period is one of the most humiliating things ever for some reason. However.....I am not in control of what goes on with my body. It belongs to someone else, because I agreed to be a submissive and to give myself to him, and he likes this. The more personal, the better in his mind. I am sharing these because he told me to, and because it is my job to make him happy. That does not mean I am a doormat. It goes both ways. I gain plenty from this, but I am required to obey him in everything. If you don’t understand this kind of dynamic, it’s worth reading about. But the bottom line, in our case, is that he chooses when and how my body is on display, and to whom. I may not like the actual actions, but I trust him to know what’s best and to push me but not beyond the point that I will break. That is all part of developing ultimate trust. He knows I get shy and terrified to show any parts of my body, always afraid that I will be found with a lot of faults, but in the end, the fact that he wants to share and likes it when others appreciate it trumps any of my feelings. And the thing is.....he’s almost never wrong, so if he demands that I put pictures on the internet, I had better listen. If I don’t, there will be consequences.
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