So you ask about whether we broke boundaries that we had set in rehearsal during the performance. It was kind of the other way around. We developed a massive amount of trust with each other. And so we did things that were fairly extreme in rehearsal that we knew we couldn't or wouldn't do in front of an audience. It was all about figuring out where we wanted the boundaries of the show to be. Like I said we didn't want to turn it into a sex show and felt like the message would be lost if felt like porn.
But we did push things much further during the rehearsals and you asked about those scenarios. I'll share an example. For the first week or so during rehearsals we practiced with clothes on - both in our underwear. After that, we knew we had to get comfortable with the nudity, so we one day we went for it.
Well for the next couple weeks we encountered a real problem because, Andrew just couldn't stay soft. I understood of course and it was flattering but we would pause and wait for him to get himself under control before we continued. And it was just taking forever and some days we wouldn't make much progress. We were beginning to wonder if the whole thing would work at all and maybe we'd have to play it with clothes on or scrap the idea altogether.
So one rehearsal I told him let's just keep going with it - thinking it would maybe make him sort of get used to it faster. Well it had the opposite effect. So we played the next 30 minutes or so with him erect and he just kept getting harder and harder and he was throbbing.
And the girl poser (Lucy) took full advantage of this and played the scene to highlight his erection. On the one hand we had talked about maybe playing the performance with him erect for moments here and there, so I think she was just trying to workshop different poses we could use in that scenario. And on the other hand I think she was really turned on and just wanted to keep pushing it. (Lucy had a crush on Andrew, she admitted to me)
So she wrapped my fingers around his erection and made me hold his balls like I was jerking him off (of course I held perfectly still). She put his erection in my cleavage and had me smush by boobs around his cock like I was giving him a titjob. She made him hold his erection and laid it gently against my lips (this is where I could tell he was throbbing). Honestly the difference in eroticism to play some of these positions that we had done many times with him erect vs when he was soft was really staggering. And poor Andrew was in terrible shape because he was so turned on but also there was no stroking - we were just holding still in all these poses.
At one point they had me on my back and him on his knees and my legs were on his shoulders and his erect cock was between my thighs and that's when he came. It was like spurt after spurt on my belly and all the way up to my boobs.
Andrew was so embarrassed! I actually felt really bad for him. But damn it was hot. I've thought about that many times in private. And Lucy was like, well I was just going to keep going until you climaxed so it was going to happen one way or another haha.
By the way eventually he started jerking off right before rehearsals. So he managed to stay soft longer. But he still got hard every time. But it did seem easier to control once he started doing that. Again he was embarrassed to admit that but he didn't need to be. Knowing that my body was making him so hard was always such a turn on for me.
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