Wow, thanks for all the interest! I will try to answer all your questions. I'm excited to talk about this. It will take me a few posts.
First, I did not have a partner during the process of developing and performing the show. I have seen some people casually during my time at university but I have avoided getting into a committed relationship. It not what I'm looking for right now.
You guys asked about Andrew. He is straight and no, he did not have a girlfriend. Yes I definitely found Andrew sexually attractive. Andrew is a stud. He has a really nice body and if I'm honest a beautiful cock as well. And he has a great sarcastic sense of humor that I love. The girls are all over him to be honest.
I know he was super attracted to me as well. We talked about our physical attraction to each other and how it probably made for a better performance. I always felt like hooking up with him was inevitable, but I wanted to delay it until after the performances. I think the sexual tension we had really added to the show and I was really enjoying the whole process of developing the piece and I felt like we could have put that at risk if we had done something.
And then COVID hit. And we haven't really been in the same area since. And with a little time and perspective, I don't know. Part of me wants something bigger with him. But as I said I don't want to be in a relationship right now. I am really enjoying exploring this part of myself and I don't want jealousy and possessiveness to intrude (from either side). But I'm looking forward to seeing him again! And I really enjoy the thick sexual tension that exists when we are around each other. So we'll see what happens.
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