I've post this in another thread, but it suits more here:
Some years ago, when I was 28 years old, my husband took some topless pics and a long video of me at the beach of Barcelona, as if he was a voyeur.
I was well aware, but I was behaving as if I didn't know anything. I was portrayed suntaning, showering, walking among other people and having a bath in the sea. He took the pics and the video far away and they seem to be taken by a voyeur or a professional photographer.
I had always had the fantasy of sharing my vacation pics on the web, even my sexual pics and videos. However, I didnt dare to do it. It would be really arousing for me to share my amateur porn, but I wouldnt like to bear the familiar or professional consequences.
However, if a voyeur took some topless pics of me, I could claim that I am just a victim, that I was not aware. I could be exposed to everyone to see and, at the same time, I could pretend to be the prudish and conservative girl that I am.
Once the idea of sharing those pics and the video struck my mind, I couldnt help doing it. I told my fantasy to my husband and we plunged into it. We sent them to the most important voyeur and porn webs
I couldnt believe what I had done. Now I was exposed to the world, and there was no way back. I couldnt know who was going to see me.
I had done it!
Just some days later, a friend of us told us that "somebody" had seen some pics of me on the beach. It was as triky as it gets to pretend being surprised and annoyed while watching my pics. Some days later, my cousin told me the same. And, a week later, a colleague.
Eventually, almost every man within frinds and family have seen them. Also some neighbours.
And, as a university teacher, all my colleagues and students had been sharing my pics year after year, that goes without saying. I have always been very attractive, snd it's very common to see a group of students staring at me while looking to the screen of a smartphone, where my pics are on display.
One day, in class, when I switched on the dashboard, my topless video in the shower was being played. Someone had put it as a prank. There were 40 students in there, completely shocked, as I was. That was competely out of order. I didnt made a fuss of it: I put it again. "Yes, thats me. and I am topless on the beach. Its a voyeur video. No big deal. The same is on you, not on me".
A female collegue asked me once if that was not too embarrasing for me. "One the one hand, its like being always nude and exposed infront of any man, but on the other hand its just my body, there's no shame, I didnt do anything wrong, just being topless on the beach... Bad luck". If they just know that it was me who sent it...
Actually, there's something I did wrong:
I should have appeared completely nude, not just topless. Maybe even an amateur porn movie. Why not?? There's no shame on having sex, isn't it?
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