[Nakedeve]

So I am naked in portfolios for photographers and also on more than one public site online...It started a about 9 years ago when I sent my first nude selfie to a guy I met on mxit, no idea if you guys had it where you are from but its a mobile chat app. Needles to say that first pic made quite a few rounds, but as horrified as I was about a image of me popping up on adult sites online, in all honesty it turned me on and strangly enough the shame and guilt of what people who know me would think if they found out also turned me on! Somehow I want to to be embarrassed and if I now someone has seen me naked but doesnt say anything to me about it eventhough I know that they know and I have no idea what they think about when they look at me is my ultimate instant turn on. My biggest fear though isnt that my pictures would come out though but there was a couple videos of me online though...nothing hardcore though just amateur nudity but my face show in them. Somehow videos are so much more embarrassing and revealing than photos and Adam was not aware that they could be found online at the time, which caused a bit of tension when he found out! The only one I still think might be out there somewhere, apart from Eve Exoped, is one I labeled "I dont wear panties" that was posted on Voyagerweb and got 170k hits in two weeks my face is fully visible no way to deny its me and it was one of the first vids I posted on a profile I shared with Adam called Nudeus, well long story short we decided that 170 thousand people in such a short time frame viewing a vid in which I am fully recognizable is pushing limits a bit and I removed it....dont get me wrong knowing there is 170 thousand people out there who saw me completely naked turns me on even now! But still its a video and its so much more personal than a photo lol.
In any case if you guys happen to find me online please let me know I get turned on everyday knowing that videos with me being the star nude attraction is probably still available somewhere out there. I really want to know where I have been perved on over the years. I know it sounds nuts but it turns me on, and somehow I think it turns my hubby on as well knowing other/strangers might be perving over my naked body. So yeah two user names if you guys come up with anything Nudeus and Shynyala, my old deviantart profile. Happy hunting mwahs