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Old 10-03-2020, 09:38 AM
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I have to admit that as a wife for me personally I have always been a bit of a exhibitionist and loved the different reactions I got once the hormones kicked in and flirting with cute boys became my most popular pastime when every now and then I "accidently" revealed a bit more of what all you men probably constantly wished to get a glimpse of.
But my confidence to really just go ahead and live out my wildest exhibitionist fantasies only fully kicked in after my husband, that I was only dating with at the time, encouraged me to work on a amateur modelling career that I started with as a hobby but never really thought I was good looking enough to make anything more of than that. I started actively promoting my images/work to photographers and before to long actually started getting offers for paid jobs. At that stage all my shoots was clothed and I did not even considered posing nude until one night after going through my portfolio with Adam that, out of the blue he commented that it looks great but would be even better if I added one or two artistic nudes. I remembered just laughing at him thinking he was joking, but he was adamant saying I had a great body and that its a shame to hide it from the World. Well I am 100% sure neither of us at the time in our wildest dreams imagined just how much of the World has seen me butt naked from every angle since!
Adam was well aware that I sometimes showed off more of myself than I should where I strictly should not and that if somebody happen to "catch" me out the thrill of knowing a stranger saw my forbidden bits sent shivers of excitement through my body, wondering what the person must think of me or if he/she liked what they saw. The immediate regret of what I did and the involuntary thoughts that I might be confronted or get into trouble always caused and still cause me to panic slightly and for some reason, I haven't yet and probably never will figure out exactly why, all those elements combined is my instant ultimate sexual turn on.
So with that said and with our camera already in his hand he knew it would not take much from him to convince me to try a few nude poses for him just for fun to see how they came out.
Believe it or not but before that night I have never done anything even slightly risky or to daring in front of a camera. The thought that there would be actual pictures of me that anybody might somehow get to see frozen in time in a state no self-respecting proper girl should ever be seen in by anybody but her husband really caused me to actually hesitate about risking it.
Don't get me wrong I constantly fantasized and thought about how incredibly daring and exiting it would be posing naked at exotic locations exposed and studied from every angle by photographers and their assistants I only met for the first time arriving at the set for the shoot. I was almost obsessed thinking about how the models who posed naked for pictures in adult magazines that literally absolutely anybody can buy, they must all know before they agree to do the shoot that it would certainly be impossible to keep secret and that their families, friends or anybody that knows them, people they will have see and talk to again knowing exactly what they look like under their clothes. What do you think and how does it feel?, speaking to people again you have known your whole life or grew up with who has seen you naked as a sex symbol in a "dirty" magazine. What do you think and feel? knowing your now referred to as the sl*t or wh*r* by probably every religious person you know or never even met. What does it feel like talking to someone knowing they saw you completely naked and more likely than not sexually fantasized thinking of your naked body and pictures and that it is possibly all they can think of while acting as if nothing is different when everybody for as long as you live has seen you naked and in a sexual way?
The only conclusion I ever came to was it must be one of the most powerful feelings you can ever have. The ultimate sexual turn on every time somebody recognize you, whether its a man or a woman, and the knowledge that they likely got off masturbating thinking about your naked body at one point in time.
But I digress, to make a long story short with almost no motivation or sweet talking needed before I knew it there I was posing as naked as the day I was born for Adam as he happily clicked away from every possible angle he could get of my body as fast as the camera could go.
I still remember how incredibly sexy I felt and how thrilled I was finally seeing myself naked on our big screen Tv the first time ever going through and discussing every image Adam blasted away, focusing specifically on which poses and angels exposed the most, of my till that life altering day, photo virgin pussy and the best views of my breasts with my small nipples fully pointed and erect a dead give away for anybody who might get to see some of the pictures of just how turned on I was being in the limelight.
After much debating and a little bit of cropping and editing we decided together on three images I would include in my modelling portfolio that I presented to photographers interested in doing a shoot with me.
I will keep that part of my adventures of how I felt sending pictures of myself completely exposed and naked to a stranger, who for all I knew could have possibly been a horrible old pervert, that I might have to meet and work with after he had all the time he liked to look at and examine my most intimate and private parts in, memorizing every detail about them and, if he felt like it, he could make those images of me and thoughts of me part of any crazy sexual fantasy he might ever have again any time he liked. I would be totally powerless forever to stop any thoughts or comments he might make about me and my body to his friends or anybody he wanted to. The scariest thought of all I had at that time was that I alone was responsible, I alone willingly offered images of myself completely nude with my face clearly visible to a total stranger whose discretion I would have no option in but to trust.
Ok guys thank you all for the feedback and I hope you enjoyed this little piece of my life story for the day I am going to end off here for the day hope to hear from you all soon.
The attached picture is one of the first nude pictures I ever posed for taken by Adam that day and to tie in with your replies I guess as it took your subtle motivation to ignited the hidden exhibitionist spark locked away somewhere deep inside your wives. If it was not for Adam boosting my confidence and insisting that I am allowed to do what makes me happy and, or to, at least just muster the courage test to the waters once I might have never built up the nerve to start turning fantasies into amazing unforgettable real memories with the pictures and videos to relive the experiences whenever I want.
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