It wasn’t so much thinking about guys at our wedding that thrilled me. The wedding was such a blur it’s hard to think back specifically. I know guys were there that she had been with, but at the event we were both so focused on each other it still doesn’t click with me.
What I do recall, was being at one of her HS reunions and putting faces to names and events from her past. It was always pretty easy getting her to talk about things she did back then. It was also incredibly thrilling. Almost like I was there watching and it was the best porn ever. So I had heard the stories many times and they had burned a pretty deep groove in my brain. The thing about the reunion is I’d swear I could see the guys she dated (and others) staring intently at her as they reunited right there in front of me. Almost like you could see them remembering the events too.
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